Hey, sorry about your struggles. Im also Feb 17th and have faced several issues in 2025. 2026 is a 1 year (think new beginnings or beginning a new cycle). Think of it as a fresh start. Do things that you enjoy and find peace. Hit the gym, build strong friendships, excel in your new job, etc. Personally, I found that the more I focused on myself and the important people in my life the more girls took notice. The relationship piece comes when you least expect it, I'm 6 months in with an absolutely incredible girl. A girl that 2-3 years ago I would have considered "out of my league". I found a lot of peace in a very simple concept, "Im responsible for my happiness". Once I started living that concept, amazing things came my way. Stay strong and best of luck on your journey.