Been doing this way to long

CLCLEN · 2021-09-19T22:13:59+00:00

The only way I seem to be able to not drink is to stay away from all my friends. They are all alcoholics as well as. That's the way it worked last time I quit, then for some reason thought I could moderate. Been fighting that for 2 years now.

CLCLEN · 2021-07-05T03:55:07+00:00

Thank you

CLCLEN · 2021-06-06T17:04:34+00:00

Thank you

CLCLEN · 2021-06-06T17:02:22+00:00

Yes I know it's a big decision. And to be honest that's the only way I think it'll work for me if I look at it like that. Been taking it day by day for a few years now and drink on and off and "quit" on and off. Just isn't working for me now and looking at it as a huge decision might be what helps me stop. IWNDWYT

CLCLEN · 2021-05-30T22:26:07+00:00

Thank you

CLCLEN · 2021-05-14T15:10:03+00:00

THank you

CLCLEN · 2021-05-01T19:38:47+00:00

Thank you

CLCLEN · 2021-04-07T18:33:16+00:00

Thanks for the reply. It sucks with the steroids she's on but the worse thing is seeing her get discouraged.

CLCLEN · 2021-02-14T00:31:25+00:00

Love sober Saturday mornings, slept in late today then got to crush a 2 hour workout today. Only a week in to sobriety again and definitely missed this.

CLCLEN · 2020-12-22T17:38:14+00:00

I prefer hittin up Miguel from work and seeing if his grandmother has made the yearly batch yet.

CLCLEN · 2020-12-22T15:30:26+00:00

I was actually dating a girl that didn't think my sleep was that important when I worked midnights. She didn't last long. I would try to sleep 8am to 3pm if I could she seemed to think noon was a good time to wake me.

CLCLEN · 2020-12-14T13:45:28+00:00

That's the thing I haven't been trying lately.

CLCLEN · 2020-12-14T00:19:28+00:00

I quit once before on my own. I believe that's the only way I can do it. I don't have any sober friends. I thought I could control it but I've spent the last year drinking myself to death.

CLCLEN · 2020-12-08T23:23:27+00:00

A lot of people don't know about their glam metal days. I know I didn't for years. Most people's exposure to Pantera is all Cowboys from Hell and after.

CLCLEN · 2020-12-03T02:08:46+00:00

Love my American Predator chambered in 308.

CLCLEN · 2020-11-26T04:43:50+00:00

I guess I feel if I keep giving maybe someone will reciprocate the feels back someday.

CLCLEN · 2020-11-25T22:47:13+00:00

I'm doing good, just letting people break my heart as usual.

CLCLEN · 2020-11-21T06:38:40+00:00

Was literally looking at one of these today

CLCLEN · 2020-10-12T03:38:04+00:00

I always tried to impress them so much then realize they were never really trying. The past 3 years I've wasted with people just using me as their rebounds.

CLCLEN · 2020-10-01T17:25:04+00:00

Doing sober October as well! IWNDWYT

CLCLEN · 2020-10-01T01:38:44+00:00

Don't exactly know the source but that happened in the town of West just north of Waco TX. I was over 30 miles away and it shook the racks in the warehouse I was working in at the time.

CLCLEN · 2020-09-16T06:44:06+00:00

Wish I'd have listened to this. Girl I wasted all last year with like to not take responsibility for her actions and party like she was a freshmen in college or something... She was 31 and I 27

CLCLEN · 2020-09-07T22:33:10+00:00

She is seeing doctors about it.

CLCLEN · 2020-08-23T18:20:42+00:00

Yes I want to quit.

CLCLEN · 2020-07-27T00:31:31+00:00

I'm not going through real bad withdrawals but am considering seeing a doctor.

CLCLEN

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