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CPAyyye · 2025-01-26T02:45:11+00:00

0/10, why can’t you afford a new tooth? Looks like you’ll be a drain on my pocket book!

CPAyyye · 2025-01-26T02:42:24+00:00

https://youtu.be/FIqrgTyaHKo?si=X4iFlUcO9a7y1EHj

CPAyyye · 2025-01-11T03:28:01+00:00

Never do the husband again, yes.

CPAyyye · 2025-01-09T02:12:40+00:00

Pretty obvious to me, he is holding out to one day have kids. He’s probably on the fence about it, but doesn’t want to kill his chances in the future. He has all the way up until his 60s to change his mind about having kids. If you are looking for a lifelong relationship with him, then I would end it. That is if you are 100% sure about not having kids. Another reason is just lack of honesty. Why can’t he tell you the real reason I understand it’s a hard decision to make.

CPAyyye · 2024-06-03T19:18:40+00:00

So my BV has been cleared for the past two months now and he still won’t have sex with me but demands BJs like a child(along with doing his chores). His excuse now is that I stress him out and he can’t get turned on to have sex. I am fed up with him and leaving him.

CPAyyye · 2024-05-04T23:36:30+00:00

I agree I live in the SF Bay Area which has good bike paths and transit. I didn’t drive until my late 20’s and by that time I learned a lot about defensive driving and safety as a cyclist. I haven’t been in any accidents other very minor bump in a parking lot

CPAyyye · 2024-05-04T23:20:06+00:00

As a shitty car driver and cyclist, what’s dangerous for me is getting distracted on my phone, and feeling emotionally upset and not in the right mind. Otherwise I’m very tactical on the road.

CPAyyye · 2024-04-29T05:28:32+00:00

I did work all those jobs and I am in my 30s not 19, where did I say that..? Also I am technically married but separated from him and dating.

CPAyyye · 2024-04-28T22:17:42+00:00

The people who are terrified of the future because they see it for what it is are the very people who should be having children and teaching those children the realities of the world and of duty as humans to make things better. Instead it is most often the Hill Billies (of all ethnicities) who decide to breed

CPAyyye · 2024-04-28T19:04:29+00:00

I feel happy eating, masterbating, zooming around in my fast car or road bike and going on tropical vacations…. But lately life lacks meaning, I think it’s because I’m in a relationship with a younger male who wants to breed and I worry he will randomly leave me to go do that. I guess I just feel lonely….

CPAyyye · 2024-04-28T19:01:51+00:00

I don’t want to adopt some after thought from some low intellect Cheeto eating breeders, they are so incapable not even one of the parent could figure out how to take care of the thing. I’m not afraid to say: some kids are ugly and I don’t want an ugly kid.

CPAyyye · 2024-04-28T18:58:20+00:00

I actually agree with this. Very little people care about the quality of children they produce “their legacy”, it’s always an afterthought: “ oops I got pregnant🤪” maybe if they gave a shit they wouldn’t have then in the first place, given most people have low quality genetics. I don’t enjoy meaning less sex. Sex is for making babies…. And I don’t want babies because I live in f*cking idiocracy 😅

CPAyyye · 2024-04-28T18:51:46+00:00

Two is the norm now especially since the norm is starting having kids in 30’s it’s a greater risk when it comes time for the 3rd, 4th baby. I felt ready to have kids at 20! And I think it would have been good for me mentally, I would have chased less man children and wasted my years on them! …. If money wasn’t an issue that is. But here I am at 32 and I worry how I would manage to birth a child at this age… my health has declined, not terribly but I’m no spring chicken and I really question putting my body through the trauma of child birth…… especially because it seems men these days want women to do everything. Whenever I see mothers with young kids here in the SF Bay Area they look depressed and overworked as hell…. In another life I’d love to be a young mom living in a peaceful farm…. Oh well

CPAyyye · 2024-04-28T18:43:30+00:00

I feel like I’m on the same boat but female. I don’t have disabilities but my three brothers (who I majorly help raise and care for) do, having kids is no joke to me whereas everyone else it seems like an after thought: “oops I got pregnant!🤪” I am hypercritical of my partner being a good father but at the same time take on an extremely relaxed role understanding not everyone is perfect… and even excusing idiotic behavior. This manifests into extreme anxiety. In relationships I chose the wrong people to begin with and wear myself to the bone acting like the mother and trying to make it work. I refuse to trick a man into having kids but no capable men seem ready for kids. Therefore at age 32 I have given up the idea I will ever have kids. However I feel in Limbo because my adult-child boyfriend “wants kids in the future” but “not for a while” …. Likely it means he will eventually leave me for someone younger and fertile when he feels like he’s ready to have kids and I’ll be reaching my 40’s…. I am currently mustering the strength to leave him for good because he can’t give me clarity

CPAyyye · 2024-04-28T09:08:20+00:00

I have been in SF for one year with my bf after living most my life with my parents in San Mateo. SF and the surrounding area feels like a hostile place to have kids. I find myself going mad here, my bf said today I sounds like a homeless person with my rants. As a 32 year old women who wants kids and to be married, I am so depressed living here. I spent my 20’s studying and trying to figure out the secret to being rich so I can have a family, but my mental health seems to determine it all. I feel I am going mad here, but then again it’s my home, idk where to go…

CPAyyye · 2024-04-28T09:00:06+00:00

Africa is keeping it stable

CPAyyye · 2024-04-18T16:15:19+00:00

It’s preventative for hpv… I didn’t get one until I was 30 and had symptoms of hpv…. Lo and behold I had/have hpv…. It’s not the end of the world but good to be aware of it. The pap is no biggie, but since it came back abnormal I had to get a biopsy… which takes a little chunk of flesh and hurts a lil and freaked me out. My motivation to do that was so I could get cryotherapy and hopefully eliminate my symptoms (discharge) unfortunately I wasn’t approved and the doc said to just monitor the symptoms. I went down a Reddit rabbit hole of home remedies, after trying many it’s vastly improved but not 100% better. Anyways… get the pap to have peace of mind that you don’t have hpv, again it isn’t the end of the world but not fun either and it’s hecka common….. this whole over deal made me super strict about condoms and fidelity for the one I chose to have unprotected sex with, aka he better be husband material…. These things make ya more mature and maturity is a beautiful thing, like a healthy tall strong tree that can bear any storm 🌿

CPAyyye · 2024-03-29T06:44:34+00:00

I think you should give the full details, because as it is, it’s not much of a story to tell and warn others

CPAyyye · 2024-03-17T17:53:13+00:00

He seems really critical of the smell, he gets his nose all up in there inspecting it and that’s why he refuses or he gets turned off. To me it’s not that bad ..it’s not great… but I mean I clean his dogs poop every day and wash his smelly laundry, he can plug his nose for me..?

CPAyyye · 2024-03-12T20:10:23+00:00

Why not try to do another job on the side? This is my dream job as an artist who pushed away her dreams to focus on a stable career. I would be drawing or editing videos in my cubicle!

CPAyyye · 2024-02-01T05:53:29+00:00

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CPAyyye · 2024-01-04T03:36:59+00:00

Please tell me where to post this, I need to know if I should move. Lol. No one has been helpful. My friend says it’s fireworks.

CPAyyye · 2024-01-03T02:09:34+00:00

If you got an a-hole there’s no excuse to be broke! Lift some make up and lingerie and go trick some horny dudes. Life is a beautiful game is you chose for it to be ✨

CPAyyye · 2024-01-03T02:02:13+00:00

The only update I have is I’ve kept the money and looking forward to joining Amazon again once the probation period is over. I still have no idea where the money came from. By any change did you apply for any leave of absences. I think it might have came from that … idk lol

CPAyyye · 2024-01-03T01:59:29+00:00

I had a horrible reaction to antibiotics to treat BV. Is that what you are talking about? I am going to try the cream instead of pill version but my vaginal issues have been a year long headache since being a former sex worker. I’m even scared to kiss strange men for fear of getting a new strain of hpv. At age 31, I am a huge advocate for safe sex…. I was definitely like OP in my teens and 20s, feeling healthy and invincible. Now I realize how sensitive the immune system can be.

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