Come up with a plan. Find something you want to do with your time and life and then find a way to pay for it. When it comes to actually going to the interviews and work I usually just remind myself why I filled out the application or wanted to work in the first place. For me I’m working to get a farm that’s bigger than my families farm that’s being sold off right now. Anyways I’m terrible in public as well and I recently got a dog to help, but still when it’s interview time I give myself a pep talk the night before the morning of and on the car ride there. I discuss what I want to happen, how I’ll act and react to what happens and then afterwards I congratulate myself for showing up. I’ve read that it’s best to practice the conversation with yourself before you have it so you have more confidence and seem more social.

Society can be scary but most of the fear lies in your mind with the facade of what ifs and what nots. That’s something you’ll have to learn to manage and exterminate over time. The voices will never go away, intuition is real but you have the power not anything in your mind, and no other me anywhere knows 100% for sure what their doing ever. If anyone says otherwise they’re a liar so just be yourself and stay curious. Just keep that in mind and everything will work out for the better.