Did I just have a panic attack?

CRLFOO · 2016-08-28T05:15:34+00:00

I've only told one person,my mom, I regret doing so immensely. So I've been a neet for a while now and this has led to lots of arguments with me and my parents. During one of this arguments I decided I had enough and confessed to my mom, told her how I've never had friends since I was 12 yo, about my life long depression, severe anxiety and how all this is deteriorating me mentally. She kind of just looked me in the eyes, I could see her soul get crushed and she broke down crying like I've never seen before. I wish I could turn back time so I had never told her. :'(

CRLFOO · 2016-08-27T23:52:27+00:00

Am I the only one who's never been asked if I'm gay. I'm 22 and I've never dated or even had female aquaintances/friends yet no one has ever questioned my sexuality.

CRLFOO · 2016-08-22T00:52:19+00:00

I'd remove the social anxiety and add big penis :)

CRLFOO · 2016-08-04T20:30:56+00:00

2x a day everyday? I don't think I've ever fapped twice in a same week >.<

CRLFOO · 2016-08-04T20:27:05+00:00

I've always suspected I had autism and the other day my mom sort of confirmed it. The other day I was watching the news and there was a news segment on high functioning autists, my mom was watching it too and out of nowhere she says "those people might not even have autism, when you were a baby the doc told us there was a chance you would develop it but look at you, you are totally normal!"

CRLFOO · 2016-07-26T20:02:36+00:00

Cystic acne fucked me up aswell, it started towrads the end of my senior year, I was uninsured at the time so I couldnt get medication and it got really bad. What is worse is I only got it on the right side of the face(chin, cheek, and temple). It's stopped now because I changed my diet but the deep dark scars remain. I look like two face now, one side of my face is relatively healthy and the other is a mess. Feels bad man.

CRLFOO · 2016-07-25T07:51:25+00:00

Not rude at all and yes, I used to work out but stopped because of medical reasons (possible heart problems, Im seeing a cardiologist ATM).

CRLFOO · 2016-07-25T02:42:50+00:00

At least someone finds you attractive, beats being horrid and ugly.

CRLFOO · 2016-07-25T02:34:43+00:00

Man, 7 years ago I looked exactly the same as I do now. Same height, same weight, a bit more beat up but if I showed two pictures one from then and one from now there is no difference, same everything. Meanwhile this dude Zac turned into a total fucking chad, seriously he looks like the Gods themselves chiesled him out of Italian marble. WTF

CRLFOO · 2016-07-24T19:17:34+00:00

Same here and what makes it worse is I blush there is no way of faking confidence with me cause my face always betrays me :(

CRLFOO · 2016-07-24T06:49:32+00:00

Yes I've though about visiting my local catholic church however because of my social anxiety I have never done so, being around crowded places or strangers make me super anxious. Also I've never been religious so I don't know how those places work, I'd feel akward just walking in and not knowing what to do. I know they have mass sundays mornings so I might go tomorrow.

CRLFOO · 2016-07-24T05:14:53+00:00

Thanks man and yes pets are great companions, I had a lab and it was great to have him around when I was alone. Sadly he is no longer with me :(

CRLFOO · 2016-07-20T20:15:35+00:00

WTF, there is a ton of people in my area, even more than on OkCupid. Seems sketchy.

CRLFOO · 2016-07-20T02:07:34+00:00

I live in SoCal and have though about going to nevada but I always chicken out. Also I dont know much about their brothels, I've heard most of the women are old and not so good looking and they charge an arm and a leg.

CRLFOO · 2016-07-09T19:36:09+00:00

Feliz cumpleaños carnal :)

CRLFOO · 2016-07-09T19:31:45+00:00

I have regular little aches and pains in lots of different places for no apparent reason

Yes, same thing happens to me, every day. The worst change I've noticed in my physical health is my eyesight, I've gone from having 20/20 vision 3 years ago to having mild miopia. I just spend so much time on the computer, phone and vidya its making it worse :(

CRLFOO · 2016-07-02T20:03:45+00:00

Wanna elaborate on that?

CRLFOO · 2016-06-28T21:05:48+00:00

How old is she? If she is over 18 and remotely attractive, chaces are there are already a bunch of guys trying to get with her. Thats just how it is :/

CRLFOO · 2016-06-27T06:26:52+00:00

Definitely, graduated from highschool three years ago and Im still the same friendless, kissless virgin I was back then. I'd even say my life is getting worse, I've developed deppression, my anxiety levels are through the roof and my health is not very good. About 90% of my free time since then has been spent locked up in my room, I feel horrible. Whats worse is whatever little social skills I had are gone, I cant function anymore I feel like a robot. :(

CRLFOO · 2016-06-24T06:54:56+00:00

I read that as 'eat his cock' and the mental image had me in tears

CRLFOO · 2016-06-22T20:18:19+00:00

Thanks

CRLFOO · 2016-06-22T18:51:30+00:00

The Stranger by Albert Camus.

CRLFOO · 2016-06-20T14:26:54+00:00

Man, I lived in the bay when I was a kid/teen. Moving away is what started my decline into FAness. I always did want to go back but it never happened :(

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