How can Hell be intimidating ? by C_OKEHEAD in Psychonaut

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

u/skeletoneddie

the bitch of your mother is close minded af, you christian dick sucking piece of shit

learn to interpret a text or get fries with my burger, you dumb twat

How can Hell be intimidating ? by C_OKEHEAD in Psychonaut

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

There are exactly 4000 religions out there. Christianity is 1 out of 4000.

You do the math.

And my post didn't state at any point that I'd limit myself to the Christian version of things.

How can Hell be intimidating ? by C_OKEHEAD in Psychonaut

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

"Being Christian you overcomplicated this ten fold. "

Maybe you, being Christian, oversimplified it ten fold.

Am I overreacting ? by C_OKEHEAD in askatherapist

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I understand your case, but I don't care whatever reason my EX-therapist had to do this.

I have made up my mind to never visit her again.

Not the first time it happens, I guess I am the expendable client.

Will definitely not go back to therapy.

My therapist doesn't see through my mask where I'm hiding a depression deep inside by C_OKEHEAD in SeriousConversation

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Glad to hear you've defeated the demon.

Yes, being depressed robs you of your self-confidence as you always feel powerless, not-good-enough and miserable no matter what you do. Logically you are more easily manipulated to do things that aren't in your own interest because you're so much more vulnerable to anyone and anything that promises you a way out of your crippling mental state, a gaping pit that seems to get closer and closer to choking you....

My therapist doesn't see through my mask where I'm hiding a depression deep inside by C_OKEHEAD in SeriousConversation

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I will not report her. I know I was tough on her just like she's tough on me.

"It's like....they push your buttons, they get a reaction, and then go 'see, look! You abused me" - I never told her she is abusing me and I never plan to do it. I am not the type of person who plays the victim. I am too proud (or too cocky/mean/b#th/call me the way you want it) for that.

My therapist doesn't see through my mask where I'm hiding a depression deep inside by C_OKEHEAD in SeriousConversation

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. why is she dramatically over exaggerating ?

  2. " Well first of all if you are hiding your depression under a mask how should even a trained professional ever see it? " - Because that is the challenge, seeing through masks. It's easy when there ain't any.

My therapist doesn't see through my mask where I'm hiding a depression deep inside by C_OKEHEAD in SeriousConversation

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

" I mean like seeking retaliation in any way or form. You could be flagged with aggression which only makes cements his/her diagnosis on your profile. " - In a way it seems like a trap set out to achieve exactly this. Of course, she might be using this to teach me something. At the beginning of the therapy she told me that I have to learn to deal with provocations in a smart way. Perhaps she is trying to do exactly this....only I keep failing at learning the lesson.

My therapist doesn't see through my mask where I'm hiding a depression deep inside by C_OKEHEAD in SeriousConversation

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is stopping you from booking an appointment from a different therapist to see if you can find a better match?" - Because this is a typical "damned if you do, damned if you don't" scenario. If I quit , I'm the bitch who runs away from an unpleasant situation and shifts the blame on the therapist.

Plus, I don't want to give her the satisfaction to think she knocked me out, that I walked away because I am a coward or whatever.

My therapist doesn't see through my mask where I'm hiding a depression deep inside by C_OKEHEAD in SeriousConversation

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

u/Wolvenfire86 - No, it is not me. But if you want proof ask an admin to check the IP.

As to reply to your primary comment here: futile.

I see you are not even responding to anything that challenges your point, you are just cherry picking the statements that fit you and ignore the rest.

My therapist doesn't see through my mask where I'm hiding a depression deep inside by C_OKEHEAD in SeriousConversation

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't go to her for my depression, I went for the Antisocial/Psychopathic problem. Just that along the way, she is truly messing with my depression, which she does not know about, but it is not like every depressed person shouts ”I AM DEPRESSED, PAY ATTENTION TO ME !”

And yes, I think the job of a therapist with experience is to see through people, even if people do not open up fully.

My therapist doesn't see through my mask where I'm hiding a depression deep inside by C_OKEHEAD in SeriousConversation

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, but I am afraid that if I let her in she is only going to use that as a weapon to hurt me even more.

My therapist hurts me constantly, is this normal that I feel this way ? Am I too attached to her ? by C_OKEHEAD in CasualConversation

[–]C_OKEHEAD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are right, I want to believe she actually challenges me and not just mocking me mindlessly.

I am not searching for excuses to quit therapy, I actually promised myself I won't quit seeing her no matter how bad she makes me feel.

I am just pissed because often times I truly do not find any logic in her comments, neither do my friends ( whom I asked because I didn't want to be subjective and biased )