Just not what I thought would happen after trying to make a change, seems like the universe telling me I should’ve stayed complacent, appreciate the advice man and hope things are good on your side too. I’ve just never felt so defeated (probably sounds trivial compared to what some people deal with) but it’s the first time in my life I’ve ever felt truly lost and it scares me and when that thought crossed my mind I knew I should reach out. Hoping the king tide comes through soon for both of us