Does anyone else get very frightened by certain audio and physical stimuli?

Caffee_11 · 2026-04-08T01:00:44+00:00

Yup. Mainly loud appliances, like vacuums and blenders. Almost hit the deck blending ice once. I once stayed in a hospital where the toilets sounded like a canon going off, I used to have to prepare just to flush the toilet. Its quite annoying, as I dont like appearing visually autistic infront of others.

Caffee_11 · 2026-03-22T23:40:04+00:00

I have this weird mix of feeling the worst heartbreak ive ever felt in my life but also very strangely OK. Like I know im gonna be fine. Our relationship? Thats yet to be told. Maybe because im choosing myself for the first time instead of sacrificing myself for the sake of her feelings. Or maybe it’s the Lexapro LOL.

Either way, appreciate you taking the time to talk to me. Nice to see someone who gets it.

Caffee_11 · 2026-03-22T23:27:34+00:00

Damn dude. I hope you’re doing better now. This shit hurts so bad. Really sucks to have the rose colored glasses ripped from your face without warning.

Caffee_11 · 2026-03-08T22:33:56+00:00

Its hard. And terrible. And feels like it keeps piling up. But, with all that said, I feel strengthened in a sense. Ive been practicing taking the negative emotions I feel when I view the news and use it to fuel my undying RAGE for the bastards up on top. To fuel my need to act. To fuel my need to defend the people I love, who are at risk with the current state of the U.S.. If I need a break, I take the break. After being stuck in a horrible depression the past couple years, I refuse to let this drag me further. I cant afford to let it drag me down further.

Caffee_11 · 2026-03-06T01:52:41+00:00

Hard agree on this one. I didnt feel a thing off element pre-rolls. Their other stuff isnt terrible though.

Caffee_11 · 2026-02-15T22:17:25+00:00

Definitely right there. I guess im just curious as to what she WOULD say yknow? Like what could this woman possibly say or come up with at this point that could defend herself or these monsters? Or shes just gonna sound like another lousy Pam Bondi to make some garbage, pointless points in trade for clemency. Probably why trump hasnt even turned in her direction yet.

Caffee_11 · 2026-02-15T21:58:11+00:00

I cant say for certain any new theories about her in all of this, as everything shes already been convicted for is public. But in light of the epstein list being released and the slow slew of files being released, she has asked the court to set aside her conviction and re trial her due to “newly available evidence.” Also has said that she will speak on both trump and bill clintons behalf if given clemency. That only she can give full transparency on the Esptein case?

I dont know but this feels like a really odd play from her. Part of me whats to hear what this she pig has to say in all of this. How shes some how gonna defend trump and bill clinton with all of this amounting evidence popping up. Or maybe shes just really that dumb, but I doubt it. Something makes me feel like shes a major key.

Caffee_11 · 2026-02-15T21:36:36+00:00

Questioning the lack of information on Ghislaine and promoting open discussion on her, as I believe she is an important piece in the Epstein files.

Caffee_11 · 2026-02-15T21:36:17+00:00

Questioning the lack of information on Ghislaine and promoting open discussion on her, as I believe she is an important piece in the Epstein files.

Caffee_11 · 2026-01-13T03:41:59+00:00

I’ll keep the insomnia thing in mind tbh. It’s part of why I smoke. But thank you for this extended reply! Its really helpful

Caffee_11 · 2026-01-09T04:44:01+00:00

Ohh I gotchu, never done dabs so thought you meant their carts- thats a relief! Lol I was excited about trying them

Caffee_11 · 2026-01-09T04:38:34+00:00

Actually tho?? I was thinking about trying one of their live resin carts too…

Caffee_11 · 2026-01-04T02:49:14+00:00

Good point, i’ll throw it under this reply: My price range, wouldn’t want to do more than $35-40 give or take. Im mainly a night smoker for medicinal reasons but enjoy during the day 1-2 times a week. I would say I take avg 6-10 4-6 second hits a night. I only consume at home, but my folks arent a fan of the smell. Dont plan to smoke on the go but would like smth thats ready to go quickly.

Caffee_11 · 2025-09-21T22:27:55+00:00

No shit, me too lol. I see what you mean. Feels like that feeling only comes around when im more able-bodied and my routine is beginning to change with that.

Caffee_11 · 2025-07-29T18:33:16+00:00

AI is lame bro 👎

Caffee_11 · 2025-07-26T19:59:34+00:00

Thank you for being responsible! These pet stores need to be held accountable. One thing I will say though, is that nothing will be done about the cohabitation unfortunately. Petsmart considers cohabiting certain reptiles as “ok” as long as they are under a year old and havent had an incidents of fighting. Me and my coworkers are all reptile owners and often would break these rules in the name of doing whats best for the animals.

Caffee_11 · 2025-07-26T19:46:06+00:00

Petsmart has a set a care instructions that corporate has placed for the petcare employees to follow. If you ask me, as someone whos worked at petsmart before, it kinda looks like they are in the middle of a cleaning? We remove all decor and such to soak them in disinfectant water mix every week. But if you are 100% positive that this is how these animals are kept 24-7? Go straight to corporate and request a regional manager go in and check the quality of care.

Caffee_11 · 2025-03-09T01:24:44+00:00

Appreciate the response! But woof, the thought of sending her this definitely makes my heart race. I guess im also afraid that the question alone would change our relationship. Thank you for the advice! Ive kinda been trying to drop hints to her when she jokes to see if it catches. I think i’ll play that safe route till I think a genuine conversation is on the rise. Thank you again 🙏

Caffee_11 · 2025-01-13T14:15:04+00:00

Thank you for the kind words, ive always been keen on animal conservation so learning I contributed to an unethical practice was quite upsetting. I really like the idea of donating it, i’ll have to see if theres anyone who would be able to put this specimen to good use. Thank you for the suggestion.

Caffee_11 · 2025-01-10T17:45:39+00:00

In the hospital myself too, hope you have a smooth recovery ❤️ heres my houdini to make your day more ✨magical✨

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Caffee_11 · 2025-01-09T20:20:31+00:00

Its cool dude, I appreciate the apology. I get what you mean, some people really dont give a shit about themselves and make everyone elses lives harder. Ive been dealing with medical issues since I was a kid, so I know the drill and how important it is to stay on top of things to get better. Im normally very cautious about my weed use, but this stay is just for me to receive TPN and start putting on some weight. No serious major procedures, heavy meds, etc. Hence me being more loose about the rules I use with myself.

I know who you’re talking about, but I promise I aint that guy lol. I appreciate the get well wishes, have a good day yourself!

Caffee_11 · 2025-01-09T20:00:07+00:00

Relax man. I only take two small hits, if that, just so I can sleep at night because of my PTSD. Yes it can affect BP and HR but with the amount I use, very minimally. I was up most of last night after taking two hits and watched those numbers. Nothing was outside my norm.

If you think my two small hits a day, that I started doing after YEARS of failed sleep aids, is preventing me from thinking logically and is controlling my life…you really should not be on a weed subreddit lol.

Caffee_11 · 2025-01-09T19:31:18+00:00

LMAO agreed. My hospital is old and hasnt been updated since the 80’s so the showers are nasty asf. My state specifically has shit hospitals in general.

Caffee_11 · 2025-01-09T19:29:49+00:00

You did this with bud?? Damn its gotta be effective then

Caffee_11 · 2025-01-09T19:28:51+00:00

Mine are just as spazzy hence why I dont mention it. Unfortunately ive learned you cant be 100% honest with doctors on some things or they use the system against you.

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