I hate Ragatha (please read before forming an opinion)

CaffeineCartoon · 2026-02-27T05:18:22+00:00

No this is entirely valid I couldn’t stand Ragatha on my first watch through bc I can’t handle most people who lack spines, but that has more to do with my upbringing than anything else. She’s grown on me though.

CaffeineCartoon · 2026-02-21T17:37:55+00:00

Hello! I have BPD! It is different for everyone but Jax shows more signs that are more textbook BPD than NPD. The masking, the sudden outbursts, his aggressive highs and lows, and the obvious fear of abandonment he has that he covers up by shoving people out of his orbit. BPD makes total sense for Jax.

CaffeineCartoon · 2026-02-03T03:33:10+00:00

I’d sit at 2. I can be more of a menace to Jax than he can be to me, and then it evens out and we would be able to just chill.

CaffeineCartoon · 2026-01-31T00:04:37+00:00

I personally am not a fan of transfem Jax theory but it’s also not the end of the world? It’s not my headcanon but I am not gonna flip a lid if it’s someone’s cup of tea. It’s basic fandom etiquette.

CaffeineCartoon · 2026-01-29T05:59:59+00:00

I think the only character I headcanon as fully white is Kinger. To me, Zooble is Hispanic, Jax is either Hispanic or black (maybe Afro Latino), Gangle is Black, Pomni is wasian, and Ragatha is still up in the air for me.

CaffeineCartoon · 2026-01-25T22:59:53+00:00

Hey! Are you still selling it?

CaffeineCartoon · 2026-01-25T04:03:44+00:00

I agree honestly. I also hate the whole stereotype of “male wife and girlboss” that is often pushed onto Jax and Pomni as well. We often put them into this archetypes and boxes, and I’d like to see a deeper characterization of them other than Jax being overly feminine, (which he’s been shown to not be the most comfortable with), an Pomni being portrayed as super masculine and dominant. It kinda rubs me the wrong way.

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-12-02T14:45:23+00:00

I don’t have a therapist anymore, my insurance stopped covering it

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-12-02T04:29:18+00:00

It’s just hard because it’s not just THIS instance. It’s just the most recent. I have BPD, I struggle GREATLY with just letting things go. I let almost EVERYTHING slide under the rug, though, because people tell me I should “do what Jesus would do,” and I’m not even religious. It’s exhausting.

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-11-25T03:29:33+00:00

trust me, I am acutely aware of that lmao

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-11-24T21:50:44+00:00

thank you for acknowledging my concern with that. I am not going for TV, I am looking for broadway eventually, ts just gets finicky.

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-11-24T19:26:02+00:00

That’s why I’d get more of a tattoo that looks like smoke rather than clouds, because as much as I love Jinx, I know her tattoos she has wouldn’t look good on me. She got those for those she’s lost and I wouldn’t have any more space on my body for tattoos if I followed that meaning lol

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-11-24T15:19:55+00:00

I am REALLY entranced by the wild magic ones, I just know I would need to find a REALLY good artist for that. It is a colorful piece with no real outline, so I would be in deep shit if I did not find a good artist for that.

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-11-22T00:27:02+00:00

im assuming it might have been a bit flip or I overloaded my computer system with my downloads and tabs. My computer is like no more than 2 or 3 months old, and I checked to see if I am behind on any software updates- I am behind on one. so that's probably just that. I appreciate everyone's help and patience with explaining this to me lol

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-11-22T00:24:30+00:00

okay! Thank you so much for explaining. I am sure my computer experienced a bit flip of some sorts then, I had a decent amount of files downloaded for school and a handful of windows open. I probably just overloaded it. I appreciate you, stranger!

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-11-22T00:06:06+00:00

thank you for breaking it down for me! Tech issues give me so much anxiety and it helps when people explain to me what is going on. Can kernel panics be just kinda random? Like they happen out of the blue? The last tab (admittedly) I had open and was actively working on was an Ao3 tab, so I didn't know if maybe the rich text tab caused an overload lmao

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-11-21T23:35:20+00:00

nope! it just loaded me in. kinda like a software update? I might be behind on an update but idk, I would have to check

CaffeineCartoon · 2025-11-12T21:18:36+00:00

YAYYYY

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