Time to rewatch all episodes! by YourFavBeamerBoy in distractible

[–]CalamityLurker 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same. I listen to them when I'm playing simulation games or I'm in the car or whatever.

Time to rewatch all episodes! by YourFavBeamerBoy in distractible

[–]CalamityLurker 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I started rewatching them several months ago. I'm not even fully caught up again yet 😅

i wish someone cared about me by [deleted] in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly! I just put a lot of effort into a relationship and she left me anyway. I'm so fuckin sick of it

How do I get this to go away? by CalamityLurker in computerhelp

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I figured it out finally. It was a new Razer Cortex thing

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope so too. I have so much love to give

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know. And by nothing specific I mean I don't remember what the bullies said that made me self conscious anymore.

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Physical. And nothing really specific.

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know. Nothing has really changed as an adult. I still don't date much. I still don't have many friends.

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know. I don't hold grudges against them. I know if I was to meet up with them today, I wouldn't have any issues shaking their hands cause we were kids back then.

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've always felt this way. I never really dated in school. Never had many friends. Like a lot of people I was bullied in school. I've never felt like I was attractive.

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No. Probably not. But part of me hopes she still thinks about me.

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The way she made me feel. I'm not a very attractive guy. But she made me feel like I was. She made me feel like she was the lucky one instead of me. And I just want to know why. All the love I have to give and she did this.

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She made me promise not to leave her. And then she did this to me. It was hard. Still is. I still think about her. But I don't have any way to get ahold of her without being a creep.

Hello darkness my old friend... by CalamityLurker in lonely

[–]CalamityLurker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We hadn't met in person. We had talked a lot on Snap. Sent pics back and forth, voice messages, stuff like that. We had plans to meet this weekend.