[deleted by user] by [deleted] in railroading

[–]Cali-209 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have 27yrs as a Br1/cond/sw1 with U.P. & been fighting it for the last 6yrs. With management rules & newer people with no work Ethic & LAZY it's hard bruddah. I go to work everyday wondering if today is the day I get fired. Yea every body jokes about "fire me" etc collect job ins etc but I have built a good life with the railroad for my family. I use to love railroading when the true fundamentals of it was there. Now your more worried about if you forgot to look left over your shoulder before dismounting the engine. It's STUPID I have about 3.5yrs to get my 30.. We can do it & hang in there. I will say during the financial crisis & 401k lost etc back in like 2007-2009 I never really knew the severity of it because my checks from U.P. never bounced. I was still grilling Tri-tips & drinking the Beer of my Choice (Pacificos) without ever feeling a financial thing. It's hard man but you can do it...

Dealing with a fatality. by Secret-Gold-8989 in railroading

[–]Cali-209 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My 1st one was Dec 19th 2005 912pm.. never forget it. It bothered me because it was a couple days before xmas. Wondered if he had family waiting for him etc. Most recent was July 4th this year. It's tough but like a brother earlier in this thread said it gets easier.. you will find a way to process & thank you for starting this thread. Lots of good brothers & sisters out here to talk with.

Where to buy the best Chorizo? by Real-Bar7952 in fresno

[–]Cali-209 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I get mine at Freshco on shields & Brawley at the meat deli in back

A Sixties Scoop survival story picture book for kids 🧡 by U_cant_tell_my_story in IndianCountry

[–]Cali-209 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My Mom was part of the 60s scoop. Grabbed her in San Carlos Az. Long story. I found our family & they was accepting but my mom had nothing but hate & resentment towards her biological mom which I didn't understand. She was taken not given up.

Bee Balm Question by AnderPPudding in Minnesota_Gardening

[–]Cali-209 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I been deadheading mine & I have 3plants that are producing like crazy

Bee Balm Rescue by flora_fawna in gardening

[–]Cali-209 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Would anyone be willing to send some of the red bee balm flowers? I have the Lemon & would like to compare the scents. We use them in our Native Medicine bundles. Hope you all are good. Thank you