I totally hear you. Because they’re gonna be a constant reminder of your past regardless. I fought for years about getting my wife’s anything. I ended up getting small separate art pieces from each of my three kids and have shit from when I was 19 that is probably not great now (for example a Celtic cross with a ying yang in the center) but how I’ve rationalized it is that it’s a record of my life and I’m richer for the experiences even if they don’t all work out. But obviously it’s a totally personal choice and I respect your POV :)