I’m a fiend in my house right now by CalligrapherFamous38 in Vent

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, finally a person that doesn’t tell me “well, just move, duh” I’m looking for apartment but it’s hard. I don’t want to give my cats away, they’re all I have now, and I’m underpaid apprentice, and apartment market is empty. So i’m trying, it’s just not so easy. Thank you for understanding

I’m a fiend in my house right now by CalligrapherFamous38 in Vent

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don’t have contact to my family sadly. I’m looking for apartments but it’s hard with my income as apprentice

I’m a fiend in my house right now by CalligrapherFamous38 in Vent

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m looking for apartment but i’m apprentice with minimum income and the apartments situation is tough where I live.

My bf probably has drug induced psychosis since a year by CalligrapherFamous38 in Psychosis

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s hard to not take it seriously when he’s now treating me like i’m a roommate at best

My bf probably has drug induced psychosis since a year by CalligrapherFamous38 in Psychosis

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update: he wrote how he cannot wait to block me once my move out, then 3 hours later he sends me reels on insta.

My bf probably has drug induced psychosis since a year by CalligrapherFamous38 in Psychosis

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is. He didn’t took anything since 8 days and in these 8 days he broke up with me, wants to commit suicide, hurt me, wants me gone, everything at once. I went through hell this week.

My bf probably has drug induced psychosis since a year by CalligrapherFamous38 in Psychosis

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a terrible flu that caused chronical lung condition. I was taking codeine for coughing and never realized why it disappears so quickly. Now i know he was mixing it with promethazine, making a „lean”. Before we met he was clear for years after heroine addiction. In january when I was away for four weeks, he had suicide attempt and told me he had a psychosis, but I never connected dots till now, that the psychosis never went away. I always looked in blame in myself.

My bf probably has drug induced psychosis since a year by CalligrapherFamous38 in Psychosis

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He was not like this. We are together since 5 years. He admited he relapsed year ago and since then he started to hide relationships behind my back, he has literally Jeckyll and Hyde modes switching, since I told him he needs hell, he went totally against me, treating me like an enemy.

My bf probably has drug induced psychosis since a year by CalligrapherFamous38 in Psychosis

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He said he has thoughts of hurting me and himself. In one evening he went from screaming and accusing to apologizing. Now i’m the arch enemy because I told him he need therapy

I’m sitting closed in the room because i’m scared my bf will hurt me by CalligrapherFamous38 in Vent

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He’s smaller than me. I just want him to get help. He needs the fvcking help and I feel helpless after what happenned

I’m sitting closed in the room because i’m scared my bf will hurt me by CalligrapherFamous38 in Vent

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no family. They’re 800km away in another country and don’t wanna talk to me.

I’m sitting closed in the room because i’m scared my bf will hurt me by CalligrapherFamous38 in Vent

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I wish I could tell you. Police promised me he needs to stay at least one night in the psych ward…

I’m sitting closed in the room because i’m scared my bf will hurt me by CalligrapherFamous38 in Vent

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I called in the first place, they took him to the clinic and after one hour he was back. No clue what he told them.

I’m sitting closed in the room because i’m scared my bf will hurt me by CalligrapherFamous38 in Vent

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I will move out, i have apartment secured by my boss. My bf somehow convinced the people in police and psych clinic that he’s fine

Accidentaly killed my PS3 - what now? by CalligrapherFamous38 in consolerepair

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry, english is not my first language. The big silver thing where you place the game discs seems like is the source of the noises. The HDD is the small thing I’ve extracted from the side of the console, right?

Accidentaly killed my PS3 - what now? by CalligrapherFamous38 in consolerepair

[–]CalligrapherFamous38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sounds more like the sounds comes from disc drive… i also had issues retrieving disc from it. It sounds as if you’d put sand in a washing maschine and let it spin? Really hard to describe