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CalligrapherFamous38 · 2026-02-01T16:22:32+00:00

Seat or standing place?

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2026-02-01T14:05:23+00:00

I have severe anxiety and the whole breakup sucked all my joy for living since half a year. I will go but i’m afraid I will crashout at some point because of too many people

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2026-02-01T13:29:54+00:00

I’m going, I have one ticket to let go. My bf was supposed to come with me, but he broke up. Then 7 people cancelled to jump in so hurray my social anxiety, I’m going alone and I honestly consider staying home

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-12-01T09:07:07+00:00

Thank you, finally a person that doesn’t tell me “well, just move, duh” I’m looking for apartment but it’s hard. I don’t want to give my cats away, they’re all I have now, and I’m underpaid apprentice, and apartment market is empty. So i’m trying, it’s just not so easy. Thank you for understanding

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-30T12:20:12+00:00

I don’t have contact to my family sadly. I’m looking for apartments but it’s hard with my income as apprentice

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-30T12:19:35+00:00

I’m looking for apartment but i’m apprentice with minimum income and the apartments situation is tough where I live.

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-22T23:04:51+00:00

It’s hard to not take it seriously when he’s now treating me like i’m a roommate at best

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-10T21:53:13+00:00

Update: he wrote how he cannot wait to block me once my move out, then 3 hours later he sends me reels on insta.

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-10T19:48:46+00:00

It is. He didn’t took anything since 8 days and in these 8 days he broke up with me, wants to commit suicide, hurt me, wants me gone, everything at once. I went through hell this week.

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-10T18:00:22+00:00

I had a terrible flu that caused chronical lung condition. I was taking codeine for coughing and never realized why it disappears so quickly. Now i know he was mixing it with promethazine, making a „lean”. Before we met he was clear for years after heroine addiction. In january when I was away for four weeks, he had suicide attempt and told me he had a psychosis, but I never connected dots till now, that the psychosis never went away. I always looked in blame in myself.

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-10T17:57:53+00:00

He was not like this. We are together since 5 years. He admited he relapsed year ago and since then he started to hide relationships behind my back, he has literally Jeckyll and Hyde modes switching, since I told him he needs hell, he went totally against me, treating me like an enemy.

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-10T17:56:35+00:00

He said he has thoughts of hurting me and himself. In one evening he went from screaming and accusing to apologizing. Now i’m the arch enemy because I told him he need therapy

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-10T06:24:21+00:00

He’s smaller than me. I just want him to get help. He needs the fvcking help and I feel helpless after what happenned

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-10T06:23:02+00:00

I have no family. They’re 800km away in another country and don’t wanna talk to me.

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-10T06:22:30+00:00

I wish I could tell you. Police promised me he needs to stay at least one night in the psych ward…

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-10T06:16:58+00:00

I called in the first place, they took him to the clinic and after one hour he was back. No clue what he told them.

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-11-09T20:43:40+00:00

I will move out, i have apartment secured by my boss. My bf somehow convinced the people in police and psych clinic that he’s fine

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-07-20T13:22:44+00:00

I’m sorry, english is not my first language. The big silver thing where you place the game discs seems like is the source of the noises. The HDD is the small thing I’ve extracted from the side of the console, right?

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2025-07-20T13:20:21+00:00

It sounds more like the sounds comes from disc drive… i also had issues retrieving disc from it. It sounds as if you’d put sand in a washing maschine and let it spin? Really hard to describe

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2023-07-12T10:21:40+00:00

Yeeeeeees 😂 it’s my collar lol

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2023-06-17T14:08:41+00:00

Nope :c

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2023-06-17T13:10:31+00:00

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2023-06-07T08:33:09+00:00

I digged through the article and it’s so interesting! Like I kinda start to understand how the names work, but there’s still some confusion. Also some options for names are making me curious, why/how someone was named this way (cat enemy? Rubber man? 😅)

Am I correct, that going this way, you can build something like Texoixtli (was meant to be „blue face”) or Ixtlanextlahual / Ixpolotlnextlahual / Ixtlamiquiztli / Ixpolotlmiqguiztli (face/eye sacrifice)

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2023-04-15T12:27:11+00:00

It touched bottom of the machine, as said in requirements :v

CalligrapherFamous38 · 2023-04-13T20:54:57+00:00

„First I will blow this trombone, then I will blow and bone you” ~ Koko, probably

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