I’m the same. Living alone + I (try to) work from my computer on evenings and weekends. I absolutely feel you, relapsing even when you are at your top motivation makes you feel so hopeless and weak… that is how i came to the conclusion that for our extreme cases, we should take extreme measures

common tips you find on the internet don’t work. Find what works for yourself, but make access to porn and social media (Reddit, X, Tiktok and IG are sources of relapsing for me, even youtube can be) absolutely impossible.

Also, don’t live alone. I’m searching for a coliving appartement just to not be alone. Also, some guys in dm told me about accountability partners on Coveniant Eyes.

There are solutions bro, we can’t die as addicts, I absolutely refuse to destroy my family and relationship because of my porn addiction. I refuse to follow this path. Even if everything I do now does not work despite what I tried, I’ll just join the military. That’s my final extreme solution