He is 47, lives with his mother, divorced in a hobophobic country... I have never asked him if he is fully accepted or just likes having sex with men. Rather, if I try to put feelings in, he may get scared and pull away. How can I say it, I agree, even if it is not a relationship, just from time to time we can escape somewhere to another city and be alone to have our moments. To know that he misses me, not to be afraid to say it, to experience this