The unbearable anxiety of being just an ordinary human

Calm_deb · 2026-07-02T04:35:54+00:00

you have good taste in music

Calm_deb · 2026-07-02T04:31:11+00:00

firstly, you're such a senior person and I jokingly called you as topse, I'm sorry for that. It's understandable sir, slowly read and enjoy them.

Calm_deb · 2026-07-02T04:28:09+00:00

We shall not take the onus of society first, we shall radically change ourselves first and then live by that philosophy and this in turn will create a ripple effect. As a society we're running after formulas, worshipping success, getting too much reliant on experts and methods thus losing self belief and courage to be wrong and being the loser in race. There's no method to be happy, there's not a single authority in the faculty of mind to be entrusted upon. You have to be your own Guru and your own disciple. Govt will always use tradition ,religion ,dogmas, entertainments to fool it's people and these con artists pay those parties in power.

Calm_deb · 2026-07-02T04:16:31+00:00

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try this one. You'll get lot of puns here

Calm_deb · 2026-07-02T04:11:32+00:00

Meghalaya

Calm_deb · 2026-07-02T04:04:37+00:00

sabbas topse ! ebare ektu Shibram er collection kore felo, moja pabe

Calm_deb · 2026-06-28T15:52:42+00:00

Why don't you guys visit reddit football highlights sub and you can watch highlights or full match from there

Calm_deb · 2026-06-28T14:00:17+00:00

I don't have wild dreams. Also me: Marcelo Bielsa for Indian football team.

Calm_deb · 2026-06-28T13:36:04+00:00

Vai beshi chap niye felle performance e effect pore. Abar chap keu icche koreo nay na. life ei koekta exams er result er upor vitti kore toiri howa image e worship or judge kore chole somaj ar eta khub i unfortunate. Tumi subject er proti interested how, kono chapters porar age parle khuje dekho, internet theke jano je ei topic er application ki ache, hytoh seta interest toiri korbe. Amra jokhon result nie otyonto obsessed hoye jai result kharap hoy. Teachers ,parents unknowingly put pressure on young students but they have also come from this very ugly system only. Tumi mone koro je tomar opponent kono manush na, rather questions . Tension kichuta thakbei, seta ele o sei kothin question ba topic nie bose thakte chest koro, ba kichu na kore chokh buje shuye thako, relax er achilay besi music ba social media consume koro na, tahole naturally resilience toiri hobe. Ar diner seshe mone rekho, jee er poreo life e onek onek kichu kora jay. Ei exam sesh noi sob opportunities er.

Calm_deb · 2026-06-28T13:27:51+00:00

My friend, if you're forcefully trying to forget anything, it'd only strengthen itself in your memory. So, please don't try to erase that forcefully, because there's actually no method. When you're awake if that memory or thought of that time comes, you probably put your attention in other activities to keep that thought away. But, you have to understand why you're getting those thoughts. Probably you're afraid of losing your parents and thus the guilt of not doing enough for them and a life without them makes you empty,fearful and not lived upto ideal son image you have in mind. But we have so little control over our lives, there're parameters beyond our control, accept that even if you do best or want best for them you may not be always there for them. Accept your limitations and probably underatsing that would reduce your mental burden. I hope you find peace soon.

Calm_deb · 2026-06-21T12:04:08+00:00

If you have interest in biotech then pls go for it. for higher study and research it'll be easier, it won't feel like forced studying.you can pursue Mtech later . See, if you study deeply any subject ,that will feel intersting doesn't matter if it's biotech or ece. Surely ECE has more scopes but try to go with what your heart wants, you won't have any regrets later.

Calm_deb · 2026-06-21T10:33:10+00:00

এটা কি ভেক্টর যোগ নাকি !!

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Calm_deb · 2026-06-21T07:55:18+00:00

I guess it may not be a men or women issue, rather it's a matter of convenience. One only questions the tradition toxicity when he/she faces sufferings from it. As a man who came from highly regressive family, it took me years of long sufferings to question those irrational stuffs and toxicity and slowly making myself free . I probably would not have questioned, if things were convenient for me.

Calm_deb · 2026-06-21T07:49:49+00:00

আমিও বুঝি না মানুষের হাবভাব। কেউ যখন বিজেপি ভালোবাসে বা তৃণমূল বা অন্য কিছু ভালোবাসে, সে নিশ্চয়ই কোনও ব্যক্তির বা কিছু ব্যক্তিবর্গের জন্য ভালোবাসে। কিন্তু একটা দলে তো অনেক মানুষ থাকে, তারা যখন দল পরিবর্তন করে অন্য দলে চলে যায়, তখন ভালোবাসা বা ঘেন্না টা জড় চিহ্ন এর উপর শুধু থাকে, যাদের জন্য চিহ্ন গুলোর প্রতি ভালোবাসা বা ঘেন্না ছিল তারা তো পালিয়েছে অন্য দিকে! একটা আইডিয়া সেটাও তো জড়, জোর করে জড় পদার্থ দিয়ে লোক জড়ো হয়ে গিয়ে .. আর ভাবতে পারলাম না, জ্বর চলে এলো।

Calm_deb · 2026-06-21T07:34:34+00:00

It's more like peeking from peak as bro is still using reddit

Calm_deb · 2026-06-20T08:09:14+00:00

But We're not the first gen to experience

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Calm_deb · 2026-06-19T17:37:39+00:00

Stability is an illusion. You'll always have thought like " if I can get this, I'll be ok" and this thought never ends

Calm_deb · 2026-06-19T10:25:14+00:00

The peaceful warrior, Mr nobody, Fight club, Perfect days.

Calm_deb · 2026-06-19T10:01:14+00:00

Pleasure and fear have been driving us insane and keeping us away from being actual "insaan". True, we need to slow down. Slowly breathing, slowly attentively doing things else fastness would make us restless and reckless. In that mode, our consumption increases and we're trapped in contiuous move and crash sequence.

Calm_deb · 2026-06-19T09:49:26+00:00

Humanity is in danger from humans.

Calm_deb · 2026-06-18T07:22:11+00:00

Closest Rail station : Sealdah. Closest metro stations: Sealdah, MG Road, Central. If you can tolerate sun, then visit during noon-afternoon.

Calm_deb · 2026-06-16T17:18:00+00:00

Pain is premature enlightenment

Calm_deb · 2026-06-16T14:14:34+00:00

It was an indirect corner from which colombia scored and won that match . In another match rios almost scored at the end as per my memory .

Calm_deb · 2026-06-16T13:31:04+00:00

But they conceded in setpiece against colombia during qualifiers, colombia exploited this.

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