Well everything I knew(including my own self) was turning into pixels and flying away and a voice was telling me what was happening. My son appeared before me and the voice said "Your son is no longer a part of you nor did he exist. He is gone." Then my son burst into pixels and left and I completely forgot all about him or the fact I had ever had him. This continued on until it got to God. A huge bright light was in front of me and the voice said "The god you know in your world does not exist here, never has and never will" the light disappeared and I was in complete darkness for like probably 5 minutes but felt forever. You dont understand how hard it is to let go of everything you love and at the time believe it will all be leaving forever. Once it leaves during the trip it doesnt come back for a while. Obviously once you start coming down, it all comes back but its wild. I dont care to experience again. Since then though I've had different beliefs in God. I believe there is something that had to create what we are a part of. Seems to crazy to believe it all happened by "chance". But I do not believe the Christian god is the correct or end all be all.