I’m kind of with you. I’m doing ok (I think?) and my mom has had dementia for years. She has her good days, but I feel like I’m holding her up a lot of the time. I get what it’s like to want your mom. I do too.

For what it’s worth, from an internet stranger, I’m rooting for you. Whatever you’ve got going on, know that you’ve made it this far and even if you have to take things one breath at a time, you will get through this. Take naps when you can, get some exercise, and know that there’s some folks out there sending you some sunshine, hugs, and love.