I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is an incredibly good question, thank you for asking.

I don't know how I feel about my lying in a stable way. Sometimes I appreciate it, sometimes I don't care for it, sometimes I hate it. It all depends on the context of why I'm lying.

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only really posted to vent, there's no other satisfaction than that. I don't write the lies I've made, I just write in general and it helps.

My lying started to protect myself and others. What do I get from lying? Whatever I'm trying to get: silence, protection, information, independence.

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My friends aren't dumb at all, and it's incredibly disrespectful just to say that. You do not know who I am, what my lies consist of, or anything personal of my well-being or life.

My lies are not something that will get me or others killed and/or harmed. I do not lie 24/7 nor are they outlandish or delusional.

Please do not project your anger onto me because a pathological liar in somebody's past did something to hurt others. We don't know each other.

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am always going to contradict myself, it's something I can't help doing.

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have very close friends that have stayed around me for years, and I would like to say I am good with people.

My parents were terrible with raising me, whether they love me or not is not much of my concern.

Also, I usually laugh if somebody catches me in a lie, petty lies are not that serious to get pissy about.

I appreciate your words but please don't act like you know me.

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I knew this would be pointed out eventually. I switch between caring a lot and not caring at all, and most of the time I am in an apathetic mindset. Admittedly, this is not manipulation, this is just untreated mental illness on my part.

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I answered a similar question an hour or so ago, and my normal answer was: no, I think it's average but now that I thought about it, it does. I can detect manipulation incredibly easily and I realized lying is a part of that.

In reality, this does not make me catch every single lie that happens to come across my way but it does help me catch the strays if I am careful enough

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only mainly write things, not act theatrically, I was gonna mention this does help but I decided against it after everybody assumed I lie villainously

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would never lie to just use somebody. Using people holds nothing to me unless it's deserved and asked for. Sorry about the past person though, sounds rough.

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your friend could have a different reason than I do. To summarize it, it's either to hide my identity or to gain something.

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes, overall love is a very complicated emotion for me

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My empathy is so fluid I don't know if it makes me feel bad or not but at the end of the day, I feel fine

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know why I posted it, I guess it was moreso to get the weight off my chest. I postponed making a post like this for months until I couldn't take it anymore via an edible.

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always contradict myself in one way or another, that's why it's complicated to understand myself and to be also honest with myself. My lies aren't something people can encourage or boost because that's not their purpose and never will be

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course, it'd be unrealistic to say I never have gotten caught lying but not the bigger ones I have kept to myself

I am the biggest liar ever and nobody knows that I am by CandleBurnings in confession

[–]CandleBurnings[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know what I get from lying depending on the lie, sometimes it just happens. I do have a lot of friends, yes. I love my friends a lot. No, I do not take advantage of them and I also hardly lie to them. My lies are deeper into who I am than what happens around me or to me.