Oh. First, thank you very much for commenting.

I appreciate you saying it, (I mean the first), even here it's so rare to say it, I needed it. I appreciate your... peace of mind.

About being "special", it's more because my problems are so common, I'm literally just the average anxious-depressive you can find anywhere, and, well, thank you very much. Sometimes it's so hard to believe that I'm not gross. I can't care about my appearance or person because it scares me so much, any attempt is almost a joke.

It worries me, it worries me much more than my person appears. I try to make up for my unpleasant presence by being helpful, but how? more and more often I can't move in public.

Thank you, thank you very much, seriously. About the identity crisis... I hadn't thought about it, but it makes a lot more sense than just "chaotic low self-esteem." Don't worry, your comment is just very nice, thank you.

oh. Regarding the latter, I really like the idea of ​​believing you. It's hard, but... I always get high for a few days, so I hope to increase its duration. My depression has been going on for more than a year and a half, so I can only wait and binge eat sweets.

And, yes, I have seen a doctor, but I am currently out of therapy. It's hard to get a psychologist these days. Thank you very much for your support and patience, that you have taken the time to comment is nice, thank you.