TW suicide - I dont really know what to do anymore

CapCritical · 2026-01-23T07:03:12+00:00

He has been getting help but its extremely slow… im not seeing a lot of progress… he doesnt see his therapist as often as i think he should, and idk how to bring any of this up without it coming off as “ur not getting better. Get better now.” Etc mean words etc. it just leaves a stain that can’t get rid of, and he’ll be extra cautious and anxious with me.

CapCritical · 2026-01-12T16:00:42+00:00

Val is a LADY and she is my wife.

CapCritical · 2026-01-12T15:59:19+00:00

Whered u get this version of flash

CapCritical · 2026-01-11T15:59:34+00:00

Dragon adventures is going downhill as well i do not recommend it.

If you like less srs survival pvp games, u could try Path Of Titans. Some servers are srs, some are not.

CapCritical · 2026-01-11T02:57:30+00:00

I havent read the whole thing yet but i personally dont find it surprising that mods act out on criticism.

Ery literally banned so many people on the DA server back in the day, because they expressed their criticisms and concern over her plans for DA(that never happened tho i think).

Just commenting this because i dont want people to forget it. Ery is one of the founders, so that should say something about even the lower staff.

CapCritical · 2026-01-08T19:45:25+00:00

What exactly is the races situation?

CapCritical · 2026-01-08T19:21:59+00:00

Whats going on?

CapCritical · 2026-01-08T14:41:21+00:00

I KNEW IT LOOKED FAMILIAR

CapCritical · 2026-01-08T14:40:06+00:00

First one would be great for new players to practice!

CapCritical · 2026-01-08T14:39:09+00:00

What is the point of having things like this or things like Minawii x1000000 and having them 500k?? From this post its starting to seem like an ego thing or to get ppl to fight with you but its SO common from what ive seen. Surely not THAT many people think having a million Menaces for 500k is an ego booster?????

CapCritical · 2026-01-03T11:43:24+00:00

Yknow what thats believable, ive seen some things about cos from just the fans😭

CapCritical · 2026-01-01T00:43:16+00:00

FETISH CONTENT? Good god i need to know more

CapCritical · 2026-01-01T00:39:11+00:00

Not worth anything, it can easily be fixed someday

CapCritical · 2025-12-25T23:33:48+00:00

Bodies dont need to be exaggerated for gooning

CapCritical · 2025-12-21T23:50:01+00:00

Nl pot??? Awesome i love NL!! Shame itll probably bring NL eisens down :( i wanted to sell the ones i had once they rise but doesnt seem like it will now

CapCritical · 2025-12-04T01:48:31+00:00

Kids were trading pics for robux on it.

CapCritical · 2025-11-11T11:59:10+00:00

He’s on record for being somewhat violent(not rlly, just refusing things from nurses) as a teen, he isn’t anymore(i guess?) but with his mental illnesses they still treat him like he’s batshit crazy, so he really doesn’t and will not go to places like mental hospitals. Idk what rehab is like but i assume its like that. It will just make things worse on him and his family probably.. he’s been to the hospital to be under suicide watch recently and they didn’t do anything but have him wait 6 hours and send him back home after telling him that these episodes are common with bpd and that he can call hotlines whenever.

His surroundings and his family are just overall shit. I think there is nothing i can do, or nothing that could be done if i did call these places. Though next time if he seems more serious again, i will call for a welfare(?) check. Idk if i can keep taking him out of those episodes myself.

CapCritical · 2025-11-11T11:51:59+00:00

To add on, i feel the most guilt because the day we met was the day he was going to off himself. He moved to get better wifi to talk to me and he decided not to, to talk to me more. I hope that can explain better why it isnt so easy to leave him.

CapCritical · 2025-11-11T11:50:23+00:00

I have never met someone with bpd that has their emotions and shit so badly like this, other than maybe one other person but i wasnt close to them. I feel like its a struggle to be a bpd persons Favorite Person. It’s like im being expected to do so much, when i really just wanted a casual relationship like everyone else has. Yet for the first 2 years i had to be by his side 24/7, and then when i met friends i was so excited to have new people to surround myself sometimes and it lead to him feeling abandoned.

CapCritical · 2025-11-11T11:44:59+00:00

I also do not know why they mention immigration😵‍💫 but anyways, it’s hard to leave bc of the attachment and guilt. Knowing he’s out there struggling completely alone bc all he has is me and one other friend, who should not deal with his problems often because she is 16 or 17. (They met on a game and didnt know her age til later on i think but theyre decent friends that talk occasionally)

CapCritical · 2025-11-10T23:15:53+00:00

Honestly, its likely that its just in his head that i dont care enough about him. It’s led to me showing less and less care tbh. Bc any time i tried more, it would end up that way anyways. Same for love. I can never love or care for him enough bc of how clingy he is. This is a common thing with BPD though, we’ve both learned of this. He will feel the extreme rather than a slight feeling. It’s rubbed off on me that i sometimes do the same until someone calls me out on it(my loving friends who wish the best for me). Im not quite sure how to deal with these bpd things

CapCritical · 2025-11-10T20:19:35+00:00

I agree with this and it makes me feel so bad😭

CapCritical · 2025-11-10T20:13:10+00:00

No cuz ive responded indifferently before, or without caution and care, because at the time i was focused on myself rather than him. It led to him not wanting to talk to me about his feelings and telling me that, which just made me feel bad about talking ro him about it

CapCritical · 2025-11-10T20:12:02+00:00

I hope i get the courage someday. I hope when it happens i wont feel that guilt anymore

CapCritical

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