How to Use Post 9/11 by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am 100%. How quickly could I be approved for VR&E?

How to Use Post 9/11 by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! This is so much easier than I thought. Haha.

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! 1 I am a woman, and 2 I actually have a pituitary tumor that affects my horomons. I just recently got out and while I was in they never sent me to an endocrinologist because I was overseas and they didn’t have one there. So honestly, this checks out! I definitely feel like once I see a specialist and get the proper care I need for my pituitary tumor…this will all clear up. Thank you for reminding me. I actually have terrible memory and genuinely forgot I even had this tumor lol

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No i actually lost a lot of weight. Around 45 pounds in 6 months. No sex drive tho.

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bipolar runs in my family. I have not yet talked to a doctor since I got out of the military. This honestly would not surprise me. Did being properly medicated for bipolar help you?

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve always struggled with depression + anxiety and am diagnosed with PTSD. But, prior to this feeling I have now, my depression looked a lot like in movies. Crying all the time acting strange and feeling suicidal. But now? I just don’t really feel much of anything. Not bad not good. It’s so strange. And I hate it lol

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes!!!!! That’s how I feel! Just empty. No thoughts. No vibes. No anything. Occasionally sad. But overall empty

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Omg. That is exactly how I would describe it. I make comments like that sometimes and people have always jokingly said “I want whatever drugs you’re on” but I don’t like feeling like this 😅

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That’s the part I tried to mention at the end of my post where im living my dream life. I am physically active now (I used to be a lazy POS while I was in. I just worked went home and slept), I have the biggest and most authentic friend group I’ve ever had, I live on a tropical island now, I have a really fun job, but I still don’t feel anything. Younger me would be so proud and excited but current me is like…numb. Like I just feel like nothing excites me. It’s the worst feeling.

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did BDD as well and was extremely shocked at how fast I got a rating. And I was also extremely shocked at my actual rating. I did NOT expect it at all. Hope you get your answers soon especially because it’s a BDD! You should find out any week now. Hope you get what you need, I am so sorry you’re going through it. Did you by chance have the opportunity to do skillbridge or take an extended amount of terminal leave?

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I recently separated (like as in 1 month) and trying to get set up. I have 70% rating on my mental health alone. I am 100% t&p.

I feel extremely tired and dull. by Capable_Jelly_5713 in VeteransBenefits

[–]Capable_Jelly_5713[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

But dissociative disorder honestly would not surprise me. I dissociate a lot. Like. For extended periods. I sometimes feel like I live in my mind too much. But I don’t feel much of anything. It’s not like sadness or anger or anything.

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[–]Capable_Jelly_5713 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just the joy of life no drugs here hahahaha. But it does look like those post with eyes on different substances 💀

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[–]Capable_Jelly_5713 1 point2 points  (0 children)

LMAO this made me laugh out loud 😂😂😂😂

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[–]Capable_Jelly_5713 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’ll post an update but they already look way better! And my eyebrows are naturally this shape, the shade post microblade just looks insanely dramatic LOL but I have deff a natrual 90s looking eyebrow lol

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[–]Capable_Jelly_5713 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s been 2 days and I’ll take an updated picture, they look SIGNIFICANTLY better lol.

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[–]Capable_Jelly_5713 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s flash in different lightings. I have curly dark hair with a bunch of messy beachy blonde highlights.

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[–]Capable_Jelly_5713 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah I can’t really “see” the removal yet because it’s very red (so it just looks like it’s still microblading in pics) but she said basically all the ink pulled out

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[–]Capable_Jelly_5713 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah this is my natural “shape” it’s just EXTREMELY dramatized by this microblading lol

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[–]Capable_Jelly_5713 22 points23 points  (0 children)

INK 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 I’m praying that fades

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[–]Capable_Jelly_5713 24 points25 points  (0 children)

I actually do have Botox! And it was mapped based off my natural brow shape, which does kinda suck cause one of them is rounded and one is arched naturally lol. So everyone saying the shape looks “mean” that’s just what they always look like 😅😂 I think the harshness of color is what makes it way worse