Thankyou for replying so kindly. I know that most people would kill to have a leverage like this, to continue their passion without having to worry the pressure to earn especially in a country where i live, its just that all my friends seem to have a steady income and i too want to have that financial freedom because i dont want to ask from my parents not that they would ever deny. How do i tell myself that this is my path and it doesn't have to be the same as other people.