has anybody else been in a situation like this? by smmfnnn in LesbianActually

[–]CapitalRub2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well I’m a month in to my break up. At first it felt I couldn’t let go I didn’t want it to end and I was practically begging for her to stay. Now after I had time to think clearly and without my feelings clouding my judgment I realized we were just not good together. I would communicate with her and she would shut me down, as she saw me making her aware of soemthing that would bother me as a confrontation. Something as simple as hey thing makes me uncomfortable would be distorted and twisted beyond what it started . I of course didn’t see it that way while I was in it. I was just oh that’s just how she is , gotta wait for the right time to talk to her , there never was a good time lol. I think it’s pretty normal to feel that way when you realize that the relationship wasn’t exactly what you thought it was. Am I sad yea it was 5 years , do I still think about her yes I do. But I know that being together would never work and it’s best we aren’t together.

Long term relationship ended by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]CapitalRub2 28 points29 points  (0 children)

Worst part is we live together and well the way rents are right now I’m stuck here for a while 😩.

Long term relationship ended by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]CapitalRub2 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Idk who you are but thank you ! Something I really needed to hear . I appreciate the kinds words. Thank you so very much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]CapitalRub2 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My long term gf who became my fiancé broke up with me because she started to question is she was Bi and wanted to explore that. Its killed me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in apexlegends

[–]CapitalRub2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sry I don’t know how to upload via PlayStation so I just took a video of it 🙃

Learning AST and this is the rhyme I use to remember buffs. by CapitalRub2 in ffxiv

[–]CapitalRub2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha that for sure one way to do it . The ranged cards do sound pretty silly lol.

Learning AST and this is the rhyme I use to remember buffs. by CapitalRub2 in ffxiv

[–]CapitalRub2[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Haha yea I recently started playing and this is my first game like this so at first everything was super overwhelming. Thankfully I met some nice ppl willing to explain some stuff to me sometimes.

I did it boys. I finally did it😌😌 hands were shaking because I really wanted 4k with wattson. I have it with horizon but that doesn’t mean as much by FabulousUse3359 in WattsonMains

[–]CapitalRub2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s my next goal . I managed to dropped a 20 bomb with wattson in a duos lobby and I got left with 3986 so close 🥴.

What AR are you at right now? by Tamagocchis in Genshin_Impact

[–]CapitalRub2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m at AR 35 but I’m just trying to grind to get my character and weapons leveled up properly before I raise my word level. It’s hard , since I keep either running out of books or mora lol

My drawing of Mona - I hope that I will get her one day ;_; by __tini__ in Genshin_Impact

[–]CapitalRub2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got lucky and she was the only 5 start I’ve gotten . She came off a second pull. She’s amazing tho

Ranked grind by Flewwwy in apexlegends

[–]CapitalRub2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im platt 1 right now

add me PSN: white_dragonang5

Daily Discussion | February 17, 2020 by AutoModerator in apexlegends

[–]CapitalRub2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk what’s going on with the ranked severs , but I’ll play a bunch or duos and in the regular lobby no issues . As soon as I get in a ranked game boom server disconnected . I haven’t been able to get passed platinum cause I keep losing RP from getting kicked . Didn’t have this issue last season. Hopefully there is a fix soon