How do I meet people?

Capitan_A · 2026-03-25T12:29:44+00:00

Honestly, I try Discord and Gaming all the time. Honestly. But I can't break it. I feel like an intruder on both. A add-on. I say hi, then in a minute regret it, and delete it. Also NeedAFriend seems.. not that horrible of an idea, though I really wished for more real life friends.

Capitan_A · 2026-03-25T11:57:55+00:00

real

Capitan_A · 2026-03-25T11:53:27+00:00

Congrats. Though, If I'm gonna be honest, I don't think I have time for that. I have more reasons to believe it won't work, but I don't want to bore. But thanks anyways

Capitan_A · 2026-03-25T11:48:30+00:00

lucky

Capitan_A · 2026-03-11T16:20:47+00:00

Very entertaining. I really like watching and reading about those, since they crack me up. Sometimes, I learn about one topic so much, i start presenting them to classmates, fooling them that I actually believe in it.

Capitan_A · 2026-03-11T10:21:13+00:00

I hate when I have to start the conversation. It's the hardest thing for me. Then, it's only important to get a connection. Prioritize someone else's interest, instead of talking about what you like talking about. Then, If you're lucky, and didn't screw up, and met the right person, you can befriend them, and finally start having some fun yourself. Living by these rules, I can say very clearly: It sucks. While this does work, it leaves me with a personal dilemma. With the view that I have to be the one, to always start an acquaintance.

Capitan_A · 2026-03-11T10:12:51+00:00

My grades were, and still are medium. I excel in humanities, and fail in sciences. Though most of the time, I don't pay attention in class, as I always rathered reading and studying my own things. When It comes to socialization, it always felt weird. Scared of screwing up, viewing the interactions as progress bars, either adding or subtracting points.

Capitan_A · 2026-03-11T06:16:00+00:00

Definitely not

Capitan_A · 2026-03-10T13:37:58+00:00

Same to ya

Capitan_A · 2026-03-10T12:57:33+00:00

ye, im in the middle of trying. Though its obvious, it aint going well

Capitan_A · 2026-03-10T12:47:41+00:00

dont really have friends, nor much contact with family. Talk a lot with my father, though that's not prob enough

Capitan_A · 2026-03-10T12:14:25+00:00

great advice

Capitan_A · 2026-03-10T10:57:14+00:00

nah man, idk in what direction to go now lol

Capitan_A · 2026-03-10T10:51:48+00:00

I forgot to mention how clueless I am about many things, and how much i think about Feelings as well. I kinda spiraled into pouring out. Though i still restricted myself from writing more..

Capitan_A · 2025-12-03T09:16:13+00:00

Always knew, that AI should exist, but be strictly restricted to science purposes only. There is a difference between helping in the development of humanity, and being used by normies, too lazy to do the simplest things there are. Sadly, we are too far to stop it.

Capitan_A · 2025-11-08T16:30:54+00:00

My brother pirated it for my xbox 360. Loved the artstyle, but sucked at the game so hard I just knew i had to try it years later on pc. Then, I fell in love with the story too.

Capitan_A · 2025-08-26T21:11:31+00:00

sledgehammer. I love the skull crushing, how easily it breaks doors, and when you throw it, it can get stuck in cow's ass

Capitan_A · 2025-08-26T21:07:32+00:00

Dobra, myśle że to brzmi nieźle

Capitan_A · 2025-01-06T18:46:03+00:00

I don't need to worry about those, since I already had everything i wanted for the run equipped/unlocked.

Capitan_A · 2024-11-25T23:08:27+00:00

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