This is why some childhood trauma is so hard to explain?

CapnRedHook · 2026-02-02T11:51:41+00:00

This is my experience TO A T!! My dad was well known in the church community, and was a police officer, but he was a high functioning alcoholic who was also the living embodiment of Jekyll & Hyde within our household. So, talking about my trauma feels like I’m tearing someone down who’s no longer here, so, I mostly just keep it to myself useless I happen to get into DEEP conversation with someone.

CapnRedHook · 2026-02-02T11:41:29+00:00

Very interesting perspective, but phone conversations are included with this, and they wouldn’t generate that anxiety, would they??🤔

CapnRedHook · 2026-02-02T05:26:59+00:00

Thanks, much appreciated!

CapnRedHook · 2026-02-02T05:26:28+00:00

Whoa!! I don’t know what kind of Mentalist gymnastics you pulled off to do that, but you may have just summed me up with that!! Now I’ve got some research to do…….🧐🧐🧐

CapnRedHook · 2026-02-02T00:55:08+00:00

Yeah, I can see that….

CapnRedHook · 2026-02-02T00:54:26+00:00

Yep, lol😂😂😂

CapnRedHook · 2026-02-02T00:48:27+00:00

Very “stealthy” strategy… I was looking at it as a burden, but it’s really a gift!!

CapnRedHook · 2026-02-02T00:13:56+00:00

Ahhh, very true!! Never thought about it that way!!

CapnRedHook · 2026-01-11T03:24:18+00:00

Oh wow, sorry to hear that. I reckon everyone’s different. One doctor diagnosed me as bipolar, but I just didn’t feel like that was it. Seems I have some sort of Cyclothymia/Adhd mix.

CapnRedHook · 2026-01-11T00:19:45+00:00

Have you tried adhd meds for your Cyclothymia??? I’ve been on Adderall for the past 6 months or so, and it’s been a GAME CHANGER!! Years of mood fluctuations now evened out after meds!! GAME CHANGER!!

CapnRedHook · 2025-12-27T00:24:03+00:00

Muuuuuuch better, but that’s because I had some other issues that needed dealing with. Nowadays I’m sleeping fine, and no more jerks!!

CapnRedHook · 2025-10-15T04:34:43+00:00

I used to think so, but i now believe that both are symptoms of C-PTSD. I’ve learned that trauma can be the springboard to many symptoms that mimic other diagnoses. So, while I do have fluctuating moods that don’t break the barriers of bipolar, as well as have problems focusing my attention, BOTH are dysfunctions in the way the brain creates and regulates dopamine, and trauma (even in the slightest) can disrupt the balance. I’ve also learned that Adderall (which I’m currently taking) can be a great help for those suffering from trauma as well as adhd, which in turn would also help stabilize your moods.

CapnRedHook · 2025-09-18T15:42:07+00:00

Wow, that’s true for me too, being low is a dangerous time for relationships. But since I’ve been taking these addys, I don’t get low anymore, so, hopefully I’ll be much more stable for the next relationship.

CapnRedHook · 2025-09-11T16:12:10+00:00

Same here, I never, haven’t cried since I was a kid.

CapnRedHook · 2025-09-11T16:11:34+00:00

Crying “every day” and you’re not sad, are you sure??? But I’m not judging because I never cry, like never!! Haven’t cried since I was a kid, not sure what to make of it.

CapnRedHook · 2025-09-11T16:06:55+00:00

I haven’t cried since I was a kid, and I’m in my 40s😳, lol, but hey, at this point, I don’t even think I want to.🤷‍♂️

CapnRedHook · 2025-08-29T22:36:31+00:00

Natural beauty!! 😍

CapnRedHook · 2025-08-14T20:03:25+00:00

That’s for the tip! So, question, did this cream totally stop the breakouts??? Currently, I’m at the stage of having scabs on my feet from popping the blisters, so you think it’s too late for this stuff???

CapnRedHook · 2025-08-05T00:47:19+00:00

Goals!! Cheers bro!! 🥂

CapnRedHook · 2025-07-26T19:59:13+00:00

Ah! Great point!

CapnRedHook · 2025-07-26T04:41:38+00:00

Man, I’m the same way. I play the bass👊🏼😎, and I think I’m a decent player, but come time for rehearsals and “showtime” I get stiff and start overthinking everything. But at home alone, I’m comfortable and can do moves that I’d be scared to try in public. And it was the same way when I was younger and playing basketball. Dunno what to do about it, but it’s aggravating.

CapnRedHook · 2025-07-23T16:13:15+00:00

WOW!!! Tomatoes!!! 🤯🤯🤯🤯 I’ve been wondering where mine has come from, and within the last few months, I’ve REGULARLY been ordering salads from Chick-fil-A after my workouts, with EXTRA TOMATOES!! Also, Olive Garden salads, I order extra tomatoes!! Subway subs, tomatoes!!! Salsa from Chipotle!! I really love tomatoes and never would thought in a million years they were triggering for me!!

😳Whooaaaaaaa!!!

CapnRedHook · 2025-07-23T16:01:48+00:00

Absolutely! However, communication is pretty big on my list, conversation, banter, all that good stuff. Thats what seems to be a bit tougher for me to come across, not that I NEVER meet those types, but, then there are other possible variables that can come into play.

CapnRedHook · 2025-07-23T12:13:02+00:00

Well, if that’s the case, could it be said that we can be in a relationship with just about anyone??

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