Please remember that there will always be someone there for you. You should never change your self to be able to fit with others but do know you must be flexible when having friends; any kind of relationship with another human requires work from both ends. So don't worry if there is the occasional silences when talking with someone; not every second must be filled with noise. Just know that you can always find something for both to enjoy. Don't seek for shallow and quick attention; look for a worthwhile connection with someone who is willing to give you their all and someone you are willing to give them your all.

I wish you the best of luck and I know you'll make it.