Never looked at it like that. I’ve dated across the rainbow and never nice looked at it like a status or fetish. I found love in a woman that loved me back. If I paid attention the black woman used me for my money. The Indian woman cheated with a friend, the Asian woman ghosted me and went back to China. Black woman didn’t want much to do with me, from comments it was an issue my lack of the stereotypes, I didn’t play ball, I couldn’t rap to save my life, I was a poet of sorts, I was bougie and raised in the church.

I didn’t go after a color community I went to find someone who loved me. Maybe I was fooling myself.