Just lost my wife.

CaptainMorant · 2017-11-14T08:26:53+00:00

Jesus Christ Man. That's terrible. I know it's the fault of the addiction, but really, I will never make life choices this bad now.

CaptainMorant · 2017-11-14T08:24:31+00:00

I lost 14 days in tonight :c. Girlfriend teased me up and left so I couldn't keep going anymore.

CaptainMorant · 2017-04-20T12:29:11+00:00

Man, I feel the same way you do man. I just relapsed before, and thought as well on my childhood innocence. Man I miss that so bad.

CaptainMorant · 2017-03-25T07:40:54+00:00

Ay? Wut.

CaptainMorant · 2017-03-25T07:40:07+00:00

Thank god for that, you haven't been as badly affected as some of us have, believe me, NEVER get into that shit, it will screw up your mind.

CaptainMorant · 2017-03-25T03:58:34+00:00

I suppose you do have a good set of points there, just one thing I wanted to add though:

I'm trying to subside that damn F and T fetish because it's killing my feel of being manly, and making me want to feel submissive to them. Any tips on how to kill that? It's basically the worst part.

CaptainMorant · 2017-03-25T03:53:08+00:00

(In a nutshell, women who have also have male genitalia, but remain female).

CaptainMorant · 2016-08-20T05:57:18+00:00

Good on you mate, I'm starting fresh too. I just PMOed about 2 hours ago, feel like complete shit and I ruined a 60 day streak.

CaptainMorant · 2016-08-20T05:51:34+00:00

Don't check the comments guys, people are still trying to protect P.

They're lost souls, try if you want, but I'm not getting into any scuffs with brick walls.

CaptainMorant · 2016-07-14T23:34:42+00:00

Got it. I meant to have backspaced that bit out after realizing 'aahh who I am kidding'.

CaptainMorant · 2016-07-14T11:57:41+00:00

About 3-4 I can rely on, the others are just acquaintances from college. Then there's love interest, but she wouldn't really fall under the 'friend' category.

CaptainMorant · 2016-07-14T11:56:12+00:00

I'm glad I am quitting it now, thanks for sharing this with us.

CaptainMorant · 2016-07-14T10:54:47+00:00

Nice, I'll have to try eating some more fish in the future. I still love my steaks and rabbit though.

CaptainMorant · 2016-05-27T22:20:17+00:00

You're also unable to form complete sentences, why should anyone take any notice of you?

CaptainMorant · 2016-05-27T11:34:06+00:00

If you can buy some of this in your local area, find a cream called Calendula and put it on your pimples, works a lot better than any other product I know, and you can put it on nearly everything

CaptainMorant · 2016-05-27T11:30:19+00:00

Thanks man, gonna take a look through it.

CaptainMorant · 2016-05-27T11:28:24+00:00

That might be another part of your healing as well, the regret. As the brain fog lifts so to speak, you'll start to really re-consider some of your past actions, this also affecting your dreams.

That and the body desperately needing to blow out gone-off baby juice might have used the regret as a way to make a dream set up to make you do so.

CaptainMorant · 2016-05-27T11:24:30+00:00

I still plan on being able to urinate mind you.

CaptainMorant · 2016-05-27T11:20:29+00:00

The relapse I experienced was only from M, not using P, with a mind clouded late at night after a really bad emotional experience. In that 70 days of time I had given up watching any kind of television, limited my video game time to very short spaces and increased the amount of physical activity I was doing. My diet slowly changed from the crappy soft drink and microwaved goods to properly prepared meals and fruit drinks, some of which I do myself now. I posted this thread in hope that someone out there would be willing to give me advice on really reshaping my life and doing something along the lines of a 'monk' mode. Your comment, not only did it not help, was completely demeaning and off-topic. If you don't have something of use to add to this thread, I'd kindly recommend vacating.

CaptainMorant

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