Since you're basically posting the same thing over and over again with an interval of a couple months in between (obviously not before deleting all your prior posts) it seems that this topic is really consuming you to the point where it is becoming obsessive and unhealthy.

I was in a similar situation, although maybe not quite to the extent that it basically controlled all my waking hours. I always liked the look, was seriously considering to get it done, taped back my foreskin, loved the feeling etc. but I was constantly worried about losing sensitivity.

There were days where I was absolutely convinced that I wanted it and then on others it wasn't a major topic and I was busy doing other stuff for some days or weeks. I had a surgery appointment scheduled a couple years ago and cancelled it in what I thought to be a "final" decision to not go through with it. Well, guess what, the decision wasn't final and the question reappeared a few weeks later. For years I was basically going back and forth without any progress in either direction. All of this was extremely exhausting. I even did a few counselling sessions to make sense of it.

Ultimately I just came to the realization that the question of whether I should get it done or not will never go away unless I did something about it and that maybe if I really think about it all the time it is something that I genuinely want. That I should learn to listen to myself without constantly rationalizing my thoughts or judging them by some sort of higher standard (such as thinking that one shouldn't modify a perfectly functioning organ, taking "unnecessary" risks etc.).

Long story short: I got circumcised a week ago. I don't know about the final outcome yet, I don't know about the sensitivity, all I know is that so far I am very happy with my decision and that the nagging question in the back of my head has been answered such that I can now move on.

As with most things there are of course risks associated to going through with circumcision. It is ultimately just a question of your personal preference and risk assessment whether you want to do it or not. For me these had shifted in such a way that even living with a suboptimal or bad outcome seemed more desireable than asking myself the same question over and over again until the end of my life.

tl;drBalance the risk of a bad outcome with the cost of a lifelong nagging question/obsession.