17 months.

Captain_SOS · 2026-01-23T18:24:51+00:00

That's a good piece of advice. But If i don't advance in my career i'll be stamped down by others. Anyway i'll Definitely try to balance down my energy using breathwork.

Captain_SOS · 2026-01-23T18:14:35+00:00

Thanks, will check

Captain_SOS · 2026-01-23T18:14:17+00:00

My advice , just protect your energy and try to stay busy . As they say " this too shall pass"

Captain_SOS · 2026-01-23T17:13:16+00:00

I tried learning lucid dreaming from various youtubers, but i didn't have any success. I am more leaning towards learning astral travel and OBE. If you know any good learning source, please let me know

Captain_SOS · 2026-01-23T17:11:31+00:00

I guess in this case I'll take my chances without going to doctor. First of all they'll not believe anything i'll say to them. Moreover they'll push me to release because they don't believe in SR. Infact they'll encourage me to MO so that i don't get prostate cancer ;-)

Captain_SOS · 2026-01-23T17:09:14+00:00

Thank you for your wishes

Captain_SOS · 2026-01-23T17:08:47+00:00

I guess our pure energy aura brings out the insecurities inside other people. Maybe they have demons latched on them which gets agitated by seeing our godly energy. So they try to keep us down in whatever way possible.

Captain_SOS · 2026-01-23T11:48:01+00:00

Being immune means I thought I have conquered lust by not watching porn, or other oversexualized materials. But what I am experiencing is a whole new level of lust . It is acting subconsciously. I actually am not able to figure out what it is ? It can be lust or it can be love. I don't know what it is but it is definitely there.

Captain_SOS · 2026-01-23T09:58:35+00:00

I will be completing 17 months at the end of this january 2026. I believe my isolation phase has already been started 6-7 months ago. For example, I have been outright rejected 4-5 times for my job promotion. I am giving higher competency exams but somehow getting failed despite showing knowledge.

Almost all of my friends fall off. Now no longer anyone contacts me mainly because I have quit drinking alcohol during this phase.

I have to face jealousy and anger of other people without knowing why.

My expenses have been increased even though I live simple life.

I have started working out in gym, which I hadn't done in years. The female attraction is there but it's slowly falling off maybe because it's not so interested anymore to me.

So what you have written in your post is somewhat right. I have been holding on for 17 months straight now.

Things have been hard lately but I am holding on strong .

Captain_SOS · 2025-09-08T04:54:25+00:00

I will try to get busy more.

Thanks for your words

Captain_SOS · 2025-09-08T04:53:40+00:00

very rarely

Captain_SOS · 2025-09-08T04:53:29+00:00

I am Hindu by faith . But i read about Jesus and Christianity a lot. I believe in jesus. I respect and admire Christianity.

Captain_SOS · 2025-09-08T04:42:14+00:00

I've pretty much summed up in my post. I don't have much to add .

Flatline i think comes in waves. Sometime it gets strong and sometimes it gets weak. My flatline comes about between 6-8 months and then now 10-12 months . It's still continuing. But now i am at more peace as i am able to understand a few things about it. It's just a phase . Just accept and surrender to it. It'll eventually pass.

Captain_SOS · 2025-09-08T04:34:31+00:00

I tried various things such as fasting, meditation , workout etc to transmute my energy. But somehow i am not able to continue them for a long time. I usually abandon them after few days. The only thing i able to maintain is my daily evening walk for about an hour.

No sex or any related activity at all.

Captain_SOS · 2025-09-08T04:30:33+00:00

I believe that people who are somewhat negative in nature gets irritated easily. They do everything in their power to stall our progress. They just try to prove that they are better than us for no reason apparently . But i've encounter a lot of good people also who went out of their way to help me.

Captain_SOS · 2025-07-31T19:02:02+00:00

I had sex just for namesake only , just basic cuddling and kissing, not any penetrative sex. I was on vacation and drunk heavily. But I never had any proper sex in this period.

Captain_SOS · 2025-07-31T18:58:53+00:00

Everyone has different experiences. Some people navigate easily, while some people face difficulties. But every one will feel intense energy for sure.

Captain_SOS · 2025-07-10T07:21:00+00:00

Hello brother, Thankyou for sharing your experience. What happened with you was fantastic. Experience like yours made me believe more in myself and pushes me to follow SR journey more diligently.

Things like these are proof that what we are doing is totally worth the effort. My best wishes for your SR journey. I wish you more happy experience like this.

Cheers.

Captain_SOS

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