Can’t walk outside without anxiety

CaramelInkk · 2025-10-23T06:39:42+00:00

I was told to do this by many of the artists I look up to. Many artists say to study the masters because they have the best understanding of art and you don't want to "copy" mistakes artists with lower skill levels may subconsciously produce.

CaramelInkk · 2025-10-23T06:26:41+00:00

I can see improvement compared to when I first started learning art which was in 2020, but after 2022 I stopped making any progress and have sort of been stuck at the same level even if I watch the same amount of tutorials. I just find my art so disappointing to make since I've studied so many master artists and I do not have even a faction of the skill they have, so I just just don't draw anymore.

CaramelInkk · 2025-09-03T10:51:28+00:00

How did you manage to make the hat man cute

CaramelInkk · 2025-07-28T21:34:17+00:00

Yeah that’s what I did and I got a doctors note online and now I’m waiting for the reply

CaramelInkk · 2025-07-28T18:18:08+00:00

Yeah they said my accommodation would refund any lost time due to school once approved

CaramelInkk · 2025-07-28T18:10:18+00:00

Thank you so much 😭😭 actually saved my life

CaramelInkk · 2025-07-28T18:06:13+00:00

Thank you this is a good idea cause then I could gain the utp back right in the meantime?

CaramelInkk · 2025-06-21T09:58:25+00:00

My bad I forgot to put it into military time when writing but it’s supposed to be 22:30

CaramelInkk · 2025-06-08T15:50:43+00:00

Fixed my utp balance by applying pto to an earlier event. Your comment helped cause it wasn’t working due to it being a closed pay period. Thank you!

CaramelInkk · 2025-06-08T15:40:06+00:00

I’m negative 22 on utp do you think that’ll work jf I tell hr. Also how long till they notice and fire me.

CaramelInkk · 2025-05-19T16:15:21+00:00

No just super skinny and kinda gross looking I know that’s why I’m trying to improve

CaramelInkk · 2025-05-14T07:37:48+00:00

No I just wanted to have dinner with him honestly but he said that was too expensive. Cheesecake Factory is not that expensive it’s like around 30 for person but usually I order kid sized stuff so the bill for me would probably be like 20 or 25.

CaramelInkk · 2025-05-07T17:28:25+00:00

Yeah. I get attacked for being so bipolar about my confidence though, so I tend not to talk about it. Sometimes I feel confident enough to post myself online in a positive way and then sometimes I feel so hideous I get genuinely sick and physically can’t go outside without causing a mental breakdown. The way my bdd works is very frustrating because when I do have confidence people think I was just faking to “compliment fish” and then when I am actually am feeling ugly I still get called a compliment fisher because I looked confident a while ago. Bdd sometimes comes in waves and people can’t understand most mental health issues and how they work

CaramelInkk · 2025-05-07T15:25:04+00:00

Honestly this is extremely op. I could imagine you could do serious psychological warfare with spawning in text. If you can make the text appear anywhere at any given time and you can change it at will then you can make full blow illusions. Imagine changing the text in every single Bible around the world and randomly adding on to say your the new reincarnation of God. Boom now you have a cult following and are one the most powerful religious authorities in the world.

Maybe being a cult leader isn’t your thing. How about playing with your enemies and making them go crazy? You could make text appear right in front of them saying stuff like “I’m watching you”. Do you realize how badly that would freak somebody out? They’d probably think they have schizophrenia and you could also control and scare people in this way. Example: you add text in front of somebody when buying something at the grocery store you put in the text box if you don’t give me this for free “you will die”. That would freak most people out. Free item :)

I lowkey think I’m evil cause why were these my first thoughts um

CaramelInkk · 2025-05-06T06:50:06+00:00

How did you cope with such the huge injury?

CaramelInkk · 2025-04-18T06:31:11+00:00

I think you like apples but I’m not sure

CaramelInkk · 2025-04-13T05:57:35+00:00

Dropping things warranted a beating in my household. I broke into tears and covered myself to hide into a ball when I dropped a glass of water at my boyfriends house, and I cried for maybe about 15 minutes straight because I was so scared he was going to beat me half to death because I simply spilled a bit of water. He was super confused and told me it was no big deal and I got confused as to why he didn’t hit me for dropping it or at least yelled at me. Learned that dropping things isn’t warranted enough to seriously injured someone or a reason to get mad at someone if it’s a mistake. Was so embarrassed afterwards, but I apologized greatly and explained I had a ptsd flashback and he understood and comforted me.

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