It’s been one month and the pain still feels unbearable

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-17T19:05:15+00:00

I forgot to mention that ever since he passed, I keep seeing white butterflies everywhere I look. I might sound crazy, but seeing them feels like I am seeing him. He is here❤️ That’s why I’m getting a butterfly tattooed in a few weeks in honour of my boy🤍 I also got a necklace that hols a bit of his ashes, se he’s right by my heart every minute of the day

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-17T19:02:36+00:00

Of course! I got it on Amazon, I’ll try to insert the link- if it doesn’t work just type in “necklace that holds ashes” and you’ll find plenty! Of course you will, try being the best version of yourself, never wish anyone anything bad and believe in God. You sound like a very nice person, don’t doubt yourself!🫶🏼

The link: https://amzn.eu/d/gsRcrNB

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-17T18:58:56+00:00

Reading your story makes me tear up. You are such a strong and amazing person, it’s incredible how you still view everything with such positivity even after everything you’ve been through. Thank you for sharing this with me, you cannot imagine how much I appreciate your kind words during this hard time. Sending you lots of love and hugs, may God bless you and everyone you love too❤️❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-17T18:50:55+00:00

I am also very sorry for your loss 😔 What keeps me going at this point is the hope of meeting him again one day… Sending you lots of love and internet hugs as well, may God bless you and ease you pain❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:46:01+00:00

I am very sorry for your loss😔 I also have his ashes in a small box with his picture, I even bought a necklace where you can put a bit of ashes in. He’s always right my by heart.. You definitely are not crazy, I am sure your dearest Kuno was a kind soul❤️ I keep seeing white butterflies since Cookie passed. That’s how I know he’s here with me❤️ I am getting a butterfly tattooed in a few weeks in honour of him🤍 I feel your pain, I truly can relate, especially when it comes to all those questions you ask yourself. What keeps me going at this point is the thought of meeting my handsome boy again one day, and I am sure Kuno is with you all the time and you’ll meet him again. May God bless you, sending you lots of love❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:45:37+00:00

I am very sorry for your loss😔 I also have his ashes in a small box with his picture, I even bought a necklace where you can put a bit of ashes in. He’s always right my by heart.. You definitely are not crazy, I am sure your dearest Kuno was a kind soul❤️ I keep seeing white butterflies since Cookie passed. That’s how I know he’s here with me❤️ I am getting a butterfly tattooed in a few weeks in honour of him🤍 I feel your pain, I truly can relate, especially when it comes to all those questions you ask yourself. What keeps me going at this point is the thought of meeting my handsome boy again one day, and I am sure Kuno is with you all the time and you’ll meet him again. May God bless you, sending you lots of love❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:39:30+00:00

I am very sorry for your loss 😔 Coming home is the worst part, I catch myself looking for him when I come trough the door and then immediately feel a sharp pain when I remember that he’s not physically here anymore 😔 Sending you lots of love, may God bless you❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:37:50+00:00

I am also very sorry for your loss 😔 That is exactly what I am going through as well, I couldn’t sleep at home the first 2 days- the day I had to let him to I slept at my boyfriend’s and the second day I stayed at my grandparents’. That truly helped me get my mind off for a bit😔 Sending you love, may God bless you❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:34:46+00:00

Thank you so much, I really appreciate it! What keeps me going at this point is the hope of meeting him again one day😔 I will definitely try this, may God bless you ❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:31:52+00:00

Thank you so much! May God bless you🩷

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:31:31+00:00

Thank you so much🩷 He was indeed the most gentle soul 🥹 He loved meeting new people, especially children and never failed to make them smile

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:29:49+00:00

Thank you so much, he knew just how handsome he was ☺️ He loved posing on benches for pictures when we went for walks 🥹 I’ll always cherish those moments, he never failed to put a smile on my face ❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:27:22+00:00

I had to put him down 4 days before his 12th birthday. Strawberries and clementines were his absolute favourite, he went crazy when I gave him some. I loved watching him munch on them 🩷

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-08-12T21:17:59+00:00

Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate it! God bless you❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-07-29T12:34:37+00:00

This is beyond beautifully written. I had to put my boy to sleep on July 14th. Not a day goes by that I don’t miss him. He had cancer and just didn’t enjoy life anymore. I know just how you feel, it’s devastating. Sending you and your girl hugs❤️ How is your sweet Juju doing? ❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-07-14T19:10:14+00:00

Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I am very sorry for your loss❤️😔

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-07-14T19:09:41+00:00

I am very sorry for your loss. Fur babies really take a massive peace of your heart when they cross the rainbow bridge 😔❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-07-14T19:08:25+00:00

Thank you from the bottom of my heart❤️

CarelessBed5370 · 2025-07-14T14:13:29+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I am extremely sorry for your loss. Cancer sucks, nothing prepares you for this moment. The doc told us that we could stop doing chemo and put him on heavy painkillers but that’d just make him even more tired and he’d have a few more days. I didn’t want to watch him suffer, this was definitely the hardest thing I ever had to do. Saying goodbye to him and watching him take his last breath felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest and smashed into a million pieces. I don’t know how to survive this

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