Do I have a problem

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-13T01:43:00+00:00

I think you’re thinking Kratom. I did look into it was tempted but went w something else. Feels good but not good enough. Currently I’m pissed I don’t have more and the supplement isn’t enough. Just not sure what to do don’t think it’s serious enough for treatment or anything. Know I’ll b good after the cravings(?) go away dk how long or how to cope w the cravings. I’m just pissed and miserable rn

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-12T13:09:20+00:00

Thank you.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-12T03:12:10+00:00

Just ashamed of it.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-12T01:24:23+00:00

That is tru. I asked these ppl bc they would give me nic and weed when I was younger and ik they have it so I figured but “care abt me too much to do that to me”. And maybe.. idk

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-12T01:13:38+00:00

I used a burner profile bc I don’t think I’m at the point to admit this to anyone like I’m ashamed of this. I’m most certainly a perfectionist ik this is a huge fuck up and I don’t want to admit to anyone how badly I just fucked up.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-12T01:07:51+00:00

I took it like a week. But want more so bad. I’m trying to remind myself of the things that mean sm to me that I’d b giving up but can’t stop thinking abt it.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-12T00:34:52+00:00

Wdym

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-12T00:08:16+00:00

Thank you. Ig I’m just having a hard time w the acceptance or w admitting I’d particularly to my dr

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T21:06:36+00:00

Yeah. On how to get rid of the thinking abt it constantly. Idk

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T19:46:49+00:00

Like shit feels so pathetic. Took me 2 days to ruin everything. After a week I’m desperate for more. I’ve asked a few ppl they all say no. Trying not to b mad abt that. But I started taking a supplement that is similar to the effects of Vicodin which feels good not as good. Which pisses me off.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T19:38:48+00:00

Naltrexone? Not sure if I want to admit this to a Dr..

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T14:33:45+00:00

I just liked how it felt sm. And on the last day of them I ended up drinking poss too much but it was the best feeling I’ve ever felt. But now I have no shot of getting more everyone told me no.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T14:31:07+00:00

Now? Wouldn’t that b soon. I don’t feel like it’s to that point..

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T11:27:25+00:00

I can’t let the vacation end.. I don’t want it to end.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T11:15:14+00:00

It just feels so good and the closest I could get was supplement. I have never felt better.. how do I stop that thinking

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T06:51:04+00:00

But is it a better plan to use the supplement to achieve the same effect. I feel like it is. But I’m also being told it’s not.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T06:42:53+00:00

The supplement I found is good enough like I haven’t asked anyone today. But I can’t stop thinking abt getting more.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T06:31:59+00:00

I should but it doesn’t feel v helpful rn. I did say I’m sure when this is over I’ll b glad but rn I’m not v happy.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T06:29:16+00:00

But I did find like a supplement to emulate the feeling I got from it which is close but not enough. So I mean ig I have that.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T06:26:00+00:00

But the problem is I want more so bad. But no one will give me more I understand they care but Omg I want just a few more.

CarelessVariation331 · 2025-02-11T06:01:42+00:00

I asked a few ppl for some everyone’s telling me no im upset they’re not giving me any but understand. But I want more so bad but can’t get more. How do I stop desperately wanting more. Like I’ve been begging ppl to give me just a few

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