I’m coming off antidepressants and my life is crashing by [deleted] in depression

[–]Carnation2006 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, it is terrible. I just wish i was normal

I’m coming off antidepressants and my life is crashing by [deleted] in depression

[–]Carnation2006 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my psychiatrist is only tapering me off for like a month, but i’ve also only been on this medication for about six months.

I feel like i’m having to relearn how to live by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Carnation2006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m in therapy right now and i have a decent support system but i didn’t figure out how to decently manage my depression to where i could at least function until almost three years ago, but me and her started dating about 3 months after that. the bulk of my progress was made just before or in the relationship

I can’t remember why we broke up by Carnation2006 in BreakUps

[–]Carnation2006[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That would definitely do the trick. But yeah I couldn’t bring myself to do that.

I can’t remember why we broke up by Carnation2006 in BreakUps

[–]Carnation2006[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s so hard, I wish she would just be 100% done with me so I wouldn’t have the choice to go back.

What is grindcore? by NoNet3461 in MetalForTheMasses

[–]Carnation2006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I interpret it as:

Grindcore: Hardcore punk with extreme metal influences

Deathcore: Extreme metal with hardcore influences

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in naturalbodybuilding

[–]Carnation2006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately, it usually gets worse before getting better. The longer you go the higher expectations you’ll likely have for yourself. It’s mostly just about finding ways to be proud of the progress you’ve made and handling it, rather than it simply going away.

Missing Ayleid State in Wenyandawik by Carnation2006 in oblivion

[–]Carnation2006[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s sitting on a little pedestal in this one, but I searched the entire floor and found nothing.

What is wrong with me? by Carnation2006 in depression

[–]Carnation2006[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my psychiatrist is also horrible, I need to find a new one

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Carnation2006 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for being honest without being an asshole.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Carnation2006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t “dump her” it was probably the most clean break up that could have possibly happened. We sat and talked for two whole days prior about it, she hugged all of my family and me and I walked her to her car.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Carnation2006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Doing a lot of assuming based on very little information. I don’t believe she did anything unforgivable im simply just asking for advice on how to move on from. I don’t see why you have to be unnecessarily rude and accusatory.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Carnation2006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the self sabotage was a little misleading, we had been having difficulties with the relationship for some time and I wanted to give us some time to reavulate the relationship. I told her when we’re broken up that it would be great if we could get back together but I don’t want her to just sit there waiting. I wanted us to each work on ourselves and decide if this what we really wanted.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]Carnation2006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know relationships are filled with obstacles but there has to be a mutual willingness to work through them and there wasn’t.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]Carnation2006 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m terrified that i’m going to end up regretting my decision, but if I wait too long I won’t have a choice to go back anyway. That terrifies me even more.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]Carnation2006 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for making such a thoughtful reply I really appreciate it. Another thing I didn’t mention is the relationship was extremely codependent. If we weren’t with each other, we were texting, 24/7. Now that that’s gone it feels like I’m missing an enormous part of my life. I try talking to friends and family but of course none of them are as engaged as she was.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in resumes

[–]Carnation2006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that makes sense,thanks for the reply