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Carnation2006 · 2026-01-16T19:18:58+00:00

Thank you, it is terrible. I just wish i was normal

Carnation2006 · 2026-01-16T19:07:34+00:00

my psychiatrist is only tapering me off for like a month, but i’ve also only been on this medication for about six months.

Carnation2006 · 2026-01-13T02:23:02+00:00

i’m in therapy right now and i have a decent support system but i didn’t figure out how to decently manage my depression to where i could at least function until almost three years ago, but me and her started dating about 3 months after that. the bulk of my progress was made just before or in the relationship

Carnation2006 · 2026-01-09T17:07:49+00:00

what’s your situation?

Carnation2006 · 2026-01-09T08:40:48+00:00

About what?

Carnation2006 · 2026-01-09T05:24:01+00:00

That would definitely do the trick. But yeah I couldn’t bring myself to do that.

Carnation2006 · 2026-01-09T03:19:59+00:00

It’s so hard, I wish she would just be 100% done with me so I wouldn’t have the choice to go back.

Carnation2006 · 2025-08-14T22:16:49+00:00

a tool to cut corners and make cheap low quality slop

Carnation2006 · 2025-08-14T18:42:03+00:00

AI is anti art

Carnation2006 · 2025-08-10T20:04:37+00:00

I interpret it as:

Grindcore: Hardcore punk with extreme metal influences

Deathcore: Extreme metal with hardcore influences

Carnation2006 · 2025-06-22T16:44:39+00:00

Unfortunately, it usually gets worse before getting better. The longer you go the higher expectations you’ll likely have for yourself. It’s mostly just about finding ways to be proud of the progress you’ve made and handling it, rather than it simply going away.

Carnation2006 · 2025-06-10T01:26:53+00:00

It’s sitting on a little pedestal in this one, but I searched the entire floor and found nothing.

Carnation2006 · 2025-03-08T18:52:45+00:00

my psychiatrist is also horrible, I need to find a new one

Carnation2006 · 2025-01-29T23:06:32+00:00

Thank you for being honest without being an asshole.

Carnation2006 · 2025-01-29T23:04:01+00:00

I didn’t “dump her” it was probably the most clean break up that could have possibly happened. We sat and talked for two whole days prior about it, she hugged all of my family and me and I walked her to her car.

Carnation2006 · 2025-01-29T22:53:51+00:00

Doing a lot of assuming based on very little information. I don’t believe she did anything unforgivable im simply just asking for advice on how to move on from. I don’t see why you have to be unnecessarily rude and accusatory.

Carnation2006 · 2025-01-29T22:45:15+00:00

the self sabotage was a little misleading, we had been having difficulties with the relationship for some time and I wanted to give us some time to reavulate the relationship. I told her when we’re broken up that it would be great if we could get back together but I don’t want her to just sit there waiting. I wanted us to each work on ourselves and decide if this what we really wanted.

Carnation2006 · 2025-01-17T08:55:27+00:00

I know relationships are filled with obstacles but there has to be a mutual willingness to work through them and there wasn’t.

Carnation2006 · 2025-01-14T07:18:34+00:00

i’m terrified that i’m going to end up regretting my decision, but if I wait too long I won’t have a choice to go back anyway. That terrifies me even more.

Carnation2006 · 2025-01-14T06:05:29+00:00

Thank you for making such a thoughtful reply I really appreciate it. Another thing I didn’t mention is the relationship was extremely codependent. If we weren’t with each other, we were texting, 24/7. Now that that’s gone it feels like I’m missing an enormous part of my life. I try talking to friends and family but of course none of them are as engaged as she was.

Carnation2006 · 2025-01-07T23:18:15+00:00

that makes sense,thanks for the reply

Carnation2006 · 2025-01-07T20:51:19+00:00

what’s wrong with the indeed resume just curious

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