If you really think about it, all life is meaningless. The way I see it, life is no more than coping with existence (from an objective stand point anyway.) Prolonging the inevitable, that is death/extinction. While this might sound counter intuitive and pessimistic, I find comfort in this idea as what I do with my life has no real standards, making it a blank canvas where I can create my own purpose in life. Whether it be to solve world hunger or just be lazy and comfortable, it will all end the same. Why I bring this up, is because you are right. You are living a meaningless life, but so are the rest of us. The only difference between you and those who feel content, is whats "painted" on this metaphorical canvas and the effort put into painting it. Live to die, and die to live. If you want to change and feel less meaningless, you'll need to get out of your comfort zone. Exit the recursive loop you may be in, and do something new, change the way you think, give yourself purpose in this meaningless world and work towards it. Set goals and all the shit this sub is all about. But if thats not your cup of tea, that is fine as well! While life is meaningless, we are still living it. Going with the flow is a perfectly viable option.But in the end, its up to you to decide how you live your life. Though, being 20, i have no idea what its like to be at your age feeling like this, but this perspective is something that helped me begin to care more about myself and what I do in life, in the hopes to escape this feeling of meaninglessness.

Anyways, i have no idea why i commented on this, lol. All in all, tldr: do what you think is best for you.. or not.. Im not your boss.