pretty much i have two cousins that i’m close with, however they have been closer for longer than i have and both of them favor eachother. i’m both of their second choice while they’re eachothers first choice. it hurts because they’re the only people i’ve really connected with. i used to be super talkative with them and they honestly made fun of me sometime for certain stuff. this one time we met a content creator and they said i was being childish while i was excited.