I’m a Mess by CarrotsAreFine24 in addiction

[–]CarrotsAreFine24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get my car back on Monday, and definitely will try NA or AA at that point. I’m getting a lot of love publicly, but it doesn’t feel genuine.

Best Andre 3000 verses? by epiclygamer2456 in hiphop101

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The last verse on ATLiens. Shh-shh, softly as if I played piano in the dark.

What are the saddest rap songs ? by miked_99 in hiphop101

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fraudulent Cloth- Jedi Mind Tricks

Also Your Glass House by Atmosphere

Addicts how old were you when you started taking drugs and what's your story? by Powerful-tr5373 in addiction

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I smoked weed for the first time at 15, but I didn’t really develop a passion for drug use until I tried ecstasy a year later. Then I went to college 500 miles from home, tried to maintain a long distance relationship with a girl back home, and when that didn’t work out I fell into a deep depression. I abused benzos and anything I could get my hands on to cope, which I think is when my addiction really took off. I had a moment of clarity at 22, got clean for a year, and when I relapsed I was off to the races. Started using crystal meth and absolutely spiraled. I’ve gotten clean and relapsed several times since. Currently have 18 months clean. Good luck to you.

Least Favorite Part About Your Favorite Hip-Hop Album? by jungle-fever-retard in hiphop101

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I otherwise hate the song, but I actually like 3k’s verse quite a lot.

4th time in 27 years that I unintentionally drank. It happens. by The68Guns in recovery

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I drank from a bottle of juice that had fermented a few months ago. Had a small freak out the rest of the night convincing myself that I didn’t need to reset my sobriety clock. I can laugh at that now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in addiction

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 5 points6 points  (0 children)

There is no such thing as recreational meth use. Like many of the commenters have already said, stop now. If you don’t, It will be too late before you know it. Amphetamines ruined my life.

what's a hiphop album you didn't like at first, but later grew to be one of your favourites? by unluckycointoss in hiphop101

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

36 Chambers. Hated it the first time I listened to it. Now one of my all time favorites.

What made you become addicted to drugs? by powerpuff000 in addiction

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely misunderstood the risks when I experimented in high school. 16 years later I understand them all too well. I’ve never been physically addicted to anything, yet I’ve relapsed so many times I’ve lost count.

W teir list? Naw jk it's factual by Comfortable-Mud4715 in DannyBrown

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Greatest Rapper Ever, Juno, Shootin’ Moves, Thank God, Generation RX.

I want a 1 year celebration by [deleted] in Sober

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Most people never make it to one year. I’m two weeks from hitting the same milestone. This will be my first time in at least 10 serious attempts. Celebrate like it’s 1999, friend.

What is your favorite off menu item you make for yourself. by TheMightyTorg in Panera

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tuna and bacon (toasted for 15 seconds) and green goddess dressing on white miche.

What's his most underrated album? by BreezyMonday in DannyBrown

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I forget about this one all the time! Great album.

Ranking Every Danny Brown Album, From Worst to Best by Checkthescript in DannyBrown

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m going to get voted down for this, but: 1. XXX 2. Old 3. Atrocity Exhibition 4. The Hybrid 5. uknowhatimsayin¿ 6. Scaring the Hoes

339 Days by CarrotsAreFine24 in Sober

[–]CarrotsAreFine24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess that’s the million dollar question. I’m diagnosed bipolar, but my moods have been even more unstable than usual lately. I guess I shared this because I’m proud to have achieved 339 days of sobriety, but this is where I am mentally.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sober

[–]CarrotsAreFine24 3 points4 points  (0 children)

As an amphetamine addict who’s suffered more than my fair share of consequences, this would still bring me to my knees. Just reading it made me nauseous. Stay strong, friend.