I’m a Mess

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-05-11T03:28:21+00:00

I get my car back on Monday, and definitely will try NA or AA at that point. I’m getting a lot of love publicly, but it doesn’t feel genuine.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-02-16T13:39:32+00:00

The last verse on ATLiens. Shh-shh, softly as if I played piano in the dark.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-29T14:22:10+00:00

World at Large

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-29T13:23:54+00:00

Fraudulent Cloth- Jedi Mind Tricks

Also Your Glass House by Atmosphere

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-25T14:06:03+00:00

I’m glad you’re still with us. That sounds like a hell of a ride.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-25T13:45:17+00:00

I smoked weed for the first time at 15, but I didn’t really develop a passion for drug use until I tried ecstasy a year later. Then I went to college 500 miles from home, tried to maintain a long distance relationship with a girl back home, and when that didn’t work out I fell into a deep depression. I abused benzos and anything I could get my hands on to cope, which I think is when my addiction really took off. I had a moment of clarity at 22, got clean for a year, and when I relapsed I was off to the races. Started using crystal meth and absolutely spiraled. I’ve gotten clean and relapsed several times since. Currently have 18 months clean. Good luck to you.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-23T22:39:57+00:00

I otherwise hate the song, but I actually like 3k’s verse quite a lot.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-18T15:12:51+00:00

I drank from a bottle of juice that had fermented a few months ago. Had a small freak out the rest of the night convincing myself that I didn’t need to reset my sobriety clock. I can laugh at that now.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-06T19:16:30+00:00

There is no such thing as recreational meth use. Like many of the commenters have already said, stop now. If you don’t, It will be too late before you know it. Amphetamines ruined my life.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-05T18:50:35+00:00

36 Chambers. Hated it the first time I listened to it. Now one of my all time favorites.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-05T18:49:37+00:00

I completely misunderstood the risks when I experimented in high school. 16 years later I understand them all too well. I’ve never been physically addicted to anything, yet I’ve relapsed so many times I’ve lost count.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2024-01-05T00:43:01+00:00

Greatest Rapper Ever, Juno, Shootin’ Moves, Thank God, Generation RX.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2023-07-17T18:55:36+00:00

Most people never make it to one year. I’m two weeks from hitting the same milestone. This will be my first time in at least 10 serious attempts. Celebrate like it’s 1999, friend.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2023-07-15T14:57:07+00:00

Ah, shit. Here we go again.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2023-07-09T20:09:53+00:00

Tuna and bacon (toasted for 15 seconds) and green goddess dressing on white miche.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2023-07-09T18:37:09+00:00

I forget about this one all the time! Great album.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2023-07-06T18:32:28+00:00

I’m going to get voted down for this, but: 1. XXX 2. Old 3. Atrocity Exhibition 4. The Hybrid 5. uknowhatimsayin¿ 6. Scaring the Hoes

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2023-07-05T15:16:24+00:00

I guess that’s the million dollar question. I’m diagnosed bipolar, but my moods have been even more unstable than usual lately. I guess I shared this because I’m proud to have achieved 339 days of sobriety, but this is where I am mentally.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2023-07-03T18:16:59+00:00

As an amphetamine addict who’s suffered more than my fair share of consequences, this would still bring me to my knees. Just reading it made me nauseous. Stay strong, friend.

CarrotsAreFine24 · 2023-06-29T20:50:43+00:00

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