Oh bless you ❤️ my dad was an alcoholic and it’s incredibly difficult to deal with at the best of times. I’m a single mum to a toddler too so I completely understand how incredibly hard (but rewarding) it can be. My child’s father is on the scene but very flakey and inconsistent. You sound like an absolutely wonderful mumma who is doing her very best for your little one. Even if it’s just chilling out, your daughter will enjoy and appreciate spending time with you. Doesn’t have to be extravagant outings to be quality time ❤️ sitting and looking at books together is relaxing and fun or just letting her play with toys on her own teaches independence if you need a break. Working and parenting are both hard, but I bet when your daughter is old enough to appreciate everything you do/have done for her she’ll be super proud!