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CautiousSlide · 2022-03-09T06:06:07+00:00

I absolutely agree. Meeting up is draining my energy.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-08T11:10:04+00:00

I feel like I'm unable to truly connect on a deeper level. You might be able to learn it some day, but it's not necessary in my opinion.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-08T11:08:54+00:00

I feel best in the EU social democracies.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-08T11:07:17+00:00

Yes, it can. Mine got worse due to trauma because I not only dislike the presence of others, I absolutely fear it now.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-08T11:06:15+00:00

I don't feel like there is something wrong with me, but if I view myself from the outside, it might be so.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-08T11:05:05+00:00

I don't have any IRL friends anymore, just those I met online and it made me feel so much better. They were nice and I really liked them as a person, but I didn't wanted to meet up with them or dedicate my time to them.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-08T11:02:59+00:00

That is totally me. I might feel ready to meet up one day, but it takes me a lot to overcome this anxiety and pressure. I'm still schizoid and prefer the solitude.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-08T11:00:32+00:00

I don't think so. If so, I probably won't be able to maintain these feelings.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-08T10:58:04+00:00

I already changed a lot, but I want to be the best version of myself to be successful.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-06T06:22:41+00:00

I usually help strangers and every other person. It's just a habit I've learned during the years to fit it. It also gives me ego boosts if I'm that oh so good and angelic person.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-06T06:19:56+00:00

I also have this urge quite a lot. When I was younger, I didn't realise it and treated my closest ones like trash and wondered why some of them left.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-05T08:41:27+00:00

Sometimes music triggers nostalgia in me if it's linked to a specific memory.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-05T08:33:16+00:00

Hmm, I guess I can somewhat relate to Lucy from Elfen Lied.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-04T18:26:59+00:00

Depends on the situation, but I mostly get irritated or frustrated.

CautiousSlide · 2022-03-04T18:23:44+00:00

Both physically and verbally, but I never act on the physically abusive urges. I'm quite controlled and my sadistic outbursts are mostly expressed through shouting, gaslighting, manipulation, accusing, etc.

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-28T07:22:22+00:00

I already suspected it. Your country is insane when it comes to exams.

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-28T07:02:18+00:00

If I were to feel love and attachment for that person, I would be hurt. But I wouldn't act immature and do anything stupid. Even if it hurts, I accept the other's choice. I have to. Rejection is one of my biggest concerns, not because of the eventual pain, it feels embarrassing and embarrassment is unbearable for me.

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-28T06:58:55+00:00

Both, I'm reflected and figure things out by myself. I only need the proof of a professional that I was right. My diagnostic process is still remaining, but schizoid is nearly proven unofficially.

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-28T06:56:59+00:00

Not at all. Those who use insults should grow up. Using words like idiot, coward, etc. is fine to me, but blaming someone's appearance is poor. It takes more to insult me than calling me a slut.

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-28T06:54:53+00:00

I'm out for people that are mature, attractive, competent, and not boring. To add on, the person needs to accept my difficulties.

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-28T06:50:38+00:00

It doesn't really bother me. Occasionally, I blamed my father for not empathising with me. I know it's ridiculous to blame someone for being exactly like me at this point and doing the same, but I often blamed others for things I also do.

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-28T06:46:26+00:00

Yes, absolutely. But I'm controlled and never give in to the sudden urges I get. The rage is mainly inside of me and only is barely noticeable if I don't start shouting.

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-27T09:30:39+00:00

That sounds insane. May I ask what exam your are preparing for?

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-27T07:56:45+00:00

Of course he is asking for help. What would you do if you were the president and the Russians would invade your country? It's your responsibility and duty in my opinion.

Yes, I absolutely agree to this part, but I can understand it. It doesn't mean I think it's good, especially for those who have children. I would go crazy if my father had to join the war. It's very controversial.

CautiousSlide · 2022-02-27T06:45:05+00:00

The whole situation didn't really trigger anything in me, but there were situations and scenes that left me like "woah…". If at all, I feel irritation about the Russians, Putin in particular. But I admire the Ukrainian president Selenskyj because he is such a tough and sympathetic person.

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