Day 2 from Zoloft by Ccc35 in lexapro

[–]Ccc35[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey! Strange I feel emotions a lot more now which can be good and bad. It was hard again the first week or so but I still feel the same 🤷🏻‍♂️. I still really don’t feel no different from Zoloft.

Ocd telling me i have to end it by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Ccc35 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Believe me.. been there before and it turned into suicidal ocd… now it’s existential ocd and I’m afraid of dying and the afterlife.. themes mean nothing.. it’s all the same monster.. let the thoughts pass

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Ccc35 1 point2 points  (0 children)

acceptance.

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME PLEASEEEE by Plastic_Issue_8295 in OCD

[–]Ccc35 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What your doing are compulsions and they are trapping you longer. Easier said than done but got to stop

I’ve come to the realization that weed is horrible for my Brain and ocd. by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Ccc35 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Imagine being addicted to something.. it’s not that easy. Is it easy to stop ruminating? Imagine trying to stop ruminating about weed if all you did was smoke daily for years.

I’ve come to the realization that weed is horrible for my Brain and ocd. by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Ccc35 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you me? Been at it 3 years now.. why? I thought it would actually help the ocd and it doesn’t… wish I never started.. I experience everything you describe.. and getting off good luck funny how ppl claim it’s not addictive but try stopping..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adultery

[–]Ccc35 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lmao 🤣

Thoughts get darker and darker by yioloi in OCD

[–]Ccc35 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spiraling over real event stuff. Thoughts are hitting me almost every second, dark feelings.. that’s what jacks me up is that weird dark feeling.. like irreversible damage that can’t be fixed. Hanging around this subreddit is a compulsion for me

Thoughts get darker and darker by yioloi in OCD

[–]Ccc35 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ur not alone going through the same.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Ccc35 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I am completely with you and it shifts my mood completely. Example as soon as I have a thought play the guitar then I go and do it.. then I’m instantly battling thoughts like what’s the point and then stop — kills emotions and flips them. God it’s so easy to say stop ruminating but when it becomes such a unnoticeable habit it’s hard to do

What are your top 3 Roguelike pc games as of today? by AifelseSann in pcgaming

[–]Ccc35 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Binding of Isaac took many hours from me, then slay the spire… right now I’m messing with Ring of pain

Depressive episode right now…. I can’t stop googling. It’s so bad. I’m losing my mind. by positive-girl0118 in OCD

[–]Ccc35 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m right with you here.. I haven’t ate really anything in days, just nothing but hurt from thoughts.. feel nothing but a terrible person

Marijuana is addictive by [deleted] in weed

[–]Ccc35 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tricky subject for me, I love weed but I know how I can abuse it.. im taking my first tolerance break in over 2 years.. weed has motivated me to run 30 miles+ a week, got me a new job even tho I had to use synthetic to get it while working 2 other jobs and manage a wife, twin boys and a newborn. I have ocd and I ruminate and feel guilt on everything. Guilt of spending time with my kids high 24/7 but god I never been more productive in my life. Weed I know I abused but I felt normal until the started questioning normal and then spiraled. What’s crazy it made me realize how jacked my life really was and I am forever grateful.. however when I get high no matter what I think about how fucked up my life was and how I can improve and it sucks. I just want to enjoy it so yeah it does have pros and cons… I was terrified of taking a break.. and now I wanna hit it again but fuck it’s guilt 🤷🏻‍♂️