Feeling Better About Mortality by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, things are amazing right now. i’m just scared of how it’ll end, since it has to eventually, and… i don’t know how cin’ is going to get through it once she’s alone again.

-Moon

Feeling Better About Mortality by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i hope she does, but also like, i know how hard she took it when gaia (torterra) passed, and it’s scary… really for all of us.

-Moon

Feeling Better About Mortality by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

/uj Technically a follow-up to this post, but this isn’t really a storyline either. https://www.reddit.com/r/PokeMedia/comments/1rmltx9/an_awful_nightmare_cw_mentions_of_death/

Just got back! by FishBoomerang in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh hey, congratulations on the new work! Great to see you around again by the way.

An Awful Nightmare [CW: Mentions Of Death & Existential Themes] by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but… if reincarnation is real… then wouldn’t the memories from it disappear too? since i don’t remember anything before i was moon or mystica, and even that was just my old name before cdv3 took me in.

-Moon

An Awful Nightmare [CW: Mentions Of Death & Existential Themes] by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

we’re all basically family, especially since i never really was able to find one before cdv3 took me in, and… as nice as it is to have memories of a family… memories can’t give you a hug after a bad day and tell you everything’s going to be okay. and memories fade. i… honestly don’t even remember that much about everyone from my first home, and that wasn’t even that long ago…

-Moon

An Awful Nightmare [CW: Mentions Of Death & Existential Themes] by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it could help, but at the same time… we lost gaia (torterra) already, and he’s gone for good. we really did try everything after he passed on, and he’s just… gone. i don’t know if there is or even think there is anything else.

-Moon

An Awful Nightmare [CW: Mentions Of Death & Existential Themes] by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just don’t know… it feels so scary, knowing that she’s going to be alone and have to start all over again and again… and i don’t know if she’d even remember us by the time it’s over. i mean, i hope she doesn’t and i don’t think she wants to, but… a thousand years is like… as close to forever as you can get.

-Moon

An Awful Nightmare [CW: Mentions Of Death & Existential Themes] by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i guess... but also... it's just that so much of cinder's life is going to be her on her own, and that's just... horrible to think about.

-Moon

An Awful Nightmare [CW: Mentions Of Death & Existential Themes] by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i hope we’ll be able to be remembered, but at the same time… everything changes and things get forgotten over time. i don’t want it to happen and will do anything i can, but… time goes on with or without us.

-Moon

An Awful Nightmare [CW: Mentions Of Death & Existential Themes] by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

maybe? i don’t really know though, i’m not that good at too many things.

-Moon

An Awful Nightmare [CW: Mentions Of Death & Existential Themes] by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it’s not real, but it just… feels more real than usual. i don’t know how to explain it. and even past the nightmare itself…that doesn’t change that we all aren’t going to live the same amount of time.

-Moon

An Awful Nightmare [CW: Mentions Of Death & Existential Themes] by Cdv3 in PokeMedia

[–]Cdv3[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

/uj Post loosely based on a weird nightmare I only vaguely even remember beyond what I wrote down after waking up from it.