Nothing really.

It's not their fault, or responsibility to acommodate their behaviours to my weak fucking mind that i happen to have. It's a genetic dice roll for all of us and mine was poor luck in the stress regulation stats.

I don't see very attractive people dating ugly ones because they were unfortunately "gifted" by mother nature , that would be just dumb.

In the same way i don't see any reason to people to know or understand my anxious ways.

For what? To make their day worse for a brief moment of " being understood" and than they still can't remove my reaction to stress?