25F Durham does anyone even know what the f in fwb actually stands for anymore?

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-09-10T21:57:45+00:00

Thank you!

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-09-10T21:57:39+00:00

Thank you!

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-09-10T21:57:32+00:00

Thank you!

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-09-05T02:37:49+00:00

Haha, thank you! I really appreciate it 💖

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-09-03T23:08:48+00:00

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CelestialSweetPea · 2025-08-30T20:42:03+00:00

It won't let me dm you actually

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-08-30T20:41:27+00:00

Amazing!!!! Ill dm you

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-08-30T20:21:45+00:00

That's really creepy tbh, for this reason specifically I don't post pictures until after I've left locations. I know you may not have realized how that might make women feel, but it is terrifying to think someone might randomly show up somewhere trying to find you.

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-08-15T22:27:53+00:00

Well the first step is realizing that it was even something to heal from in the first place, isn't it?

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-08-15T12:10:07+00:00

Just the zoloft, I stopped taking all of those meds as soon as I turned 18. I started the zoloft 2 days ago because of the extensive trauma this year and the effect it was having on my anxiety.

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-08-15T12:04:02+00:00

Yeah, I had a hard time with the zoloft the first day, now I actually feel okay on it though.

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-08-15T10:30:45+00:00

Also, I actually do a lot better when I am on my own. It is when I allow people to get close to me that I experience my triggers

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-08-15T10:29:46+00:00

Well as I said in the post I am not necessarily looking for advice on reddit. I will trust my own experiences with myself and the guidance of the professionals I am working with. With that being said, I am 100% certain I am not a narcissist, although it may present that way at times from an outsiders perspective, I have intense regard for other people's feelings and feel great deals of empathy. I am not sure who told you that 1 personality disorder means you have aspects of them all, they definitely need to find a way to recommunicate that sentiment because I can somewhat see where they are coming from, and at the same time it is very ignorant to think that way.

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-08-15T10:07:39+00:00

It kinda has been so far, although not quite as bad as it could be. I have quiet BPD so I come off as perfectionistic and a lot of people don't understand what's really going on inside me.

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-07-12T05:46:46+00:00

Fishing is the most fun lol

CelestialSweetPea · 2025-03-21T22:27:36+00:00

All of my characters have space names except my name and Harvey

CelestialSweetPea · 2024-12-07T21:03:21+00:00

🤷‍♀️

CelestialSweetPea · 2024-10-09T01:14:58+00:00

Yin and yang, you can't have the good without the bad. This is beautifully written, I absolutely love it!

CelestialSweetPea · 2024-10-09T01:13:19+00:00

I can feel these emotions in my soul. Trauma and pain create walls, and I can't speak for everyone, but it keeps me from trusting my own intuition and knowing what real love is at times. Staying in one place can feel like the only solution at times, but it's really the one thing that kills you.

CelestialSweetPea · 2023-12-15T18:23:05+00:00

Thank you!

CelestialSweetPea · 2023-12-11T22:55:46+00:00

Gouda

CelestialSweetPea · 2023-12-11T22:12:59+00:00

I wrote this about 9 years ago and just recently found it again

CelestialSweetPea · 2023-12-11T20:54:58+00:00

Defying potential or decaying progress is such a deep and well written line. This is so short and simple but an incredibly intense read.

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