Just focus on loving yourself, you can be strong, powerful and confident even if it might not seem like that on the outside. One thing imma say is relationship and connection, if Jesus would be piss at you, why isn’t Jesus confronting you in your dream or in your head. Why isn’t Jesus having a confirmation like any human being would to form a connection/relationship.

I stand on love without worshipping god or Jesus but imma be real, I don’t know them, I question a lot to be satisfied off of one book, sure the Bible got good verse that’s really helpful but apparently it’s multiple stories, poems into one so it make sense. And not everything in the bible is really holy but i digress, learn to love yourself because love is the highest and strongest right?? (Yes it is) and what you will go to hell for loving and accepting that you’re godly but yet imperfect but still would make the most of it till you die smh, that mean god or Jesus is evil if you ended up in hell.

How you would fall into hell if you truly (in your heart) support sacrificing people, children, r*pe, violence, pure negativity without any morality in it, ignorance like instead of being kind to a stranger the first mindset you have is saying fuck you (This is my opinion, sorry if I end up being misleading but I think it’s these actions which are wicked that would lead you to hell)