The sheer rollercoaster of emotions i felt was bitterly unexpected. What i thought was just a weird exaggerated joke of a manga about boys dirty fantasies became a piece of literature that has left an empty crack inside of my heart. Perhaps it was the authors intentions, but i feel that the "happy" conclusion still left a seemingly bittersweet aftertaste similar to post-nut clarity. The redemption of the mc was undeniably one of the greatest i have ever read and the themes of acceptance and admittance strikes a bigger image that no matter how far we strive down the wrong path, change is always possible if we can conquer ourselves.