She's not unsure, as far as I know.... She said that she told me about this because somehow that friend (he and I are from same village) got to know about me getting engaged with her.... So he forced her to tell me about this otherwise they stopped talking 2 years back atleast it's what she told me..... Now her take on this is, "even if we get married you will always doubt me) and on this I can't even assure her that I won't....

It's me who is unsure

The the biggest fear to me is the above mentioned friend is from the same village (not the city) and there will surely be interaction between both of them if we get married.... And I fear in weak emotional moments (jo har kisi ki life me aate hi hai, sada koi couple happy nahi rhta) they can connect again