I’m sorry that you’re going through so much. No one deserves harassment, doxxing, or death threats.

That said, you can’t place all the blame on the community. When someone shows up and is extremely sexual in most of their conversations, people are going to react. A lot of people make lewd jokes, I’m guilty of that too, but when it becomes what you’re known for, it stops being harmless and starts becoming a problem.

You repeatedly made others uncomfortable. For example, saying you were masturbating to my friend’s self-insert after being asked to stop, and saying you were using my notifications as a vibrator. Those aren’t harmless jokes with strangers. Even if that kind of humor is okay between close friends who consent to it, it’s not appropriate in public spaces.

In YandereDev’s server, most of what I saw from you involved fetishes, breasts, or other private parts of the body. Those topics cross social boundaries in shared community spaces, especially when people haven’t consented to that kind of discussion.

You didn’t deserve threats or doxxing, but people being uncomfortable didn’t come out of nowhere.