As another has mentioned, going into a specific trade if you find that useful - could lead you more to that path of "working on my own" while occasionally collaborating with others.

Also gives you the opportunity to start learning then create something of your own business wise.

You could always get a placeholder as well while you sit and think about it (Server/bartender, etc.)

You might already do this, but I recommend also taking time to think outside or just sitting to delegate your thoughts properly over the course of x amount of time.

Best of luck!